<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:psc="http://podlove.org/simple-chapters" xmlns:podcast="https://podcastindex.org/namespace/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[The Light In All]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Are you struggling on the inside and sense that something is missing? Do you want to discover that missing piece?  It may be closer than you think. Welcome to "The Light in All," where your host, Steve Barnhart, explores topics such as spirituality, joy, purpose, contentment, gratitude, and more. Steve's renewed faith journey toward the peace beyond understanding and a life guided by the Light was prompted by a heart condition that forced an early retirement and led to a disheartening crisis of faith. He's a regular guy with no agenda other than carefully listening to each guest and engaging in candid but kind conversations about life, death, and everything in between and beyond. Join Steve and others on this journey infused with humor and smiles, guided by the Light in all.</p>]]></description><link>www.thelightinall.org</link><generator>Riverside.fm (https://riverside.com)</generator><lastBuildDate>Thu, 28 May 2026 06:05:09 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://api.riverside.com/hosting/AIKVD2Gg.rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><author><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></author><pubDate>Tue, 06 Jan 2026 22:02:10 GMT</pubDate><copyright><![CDATA[2026 Steve Barnhart]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><ttl>60</ttl><category><![CDATA[Mental Health]]></category><category><![CDATA[Spirituality]]></category><itunes:author>Steve Barnhart</itunes:author><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;Are you struggling on the inside and sense that something is missing? Do you want to discover that missing piece?  It may be closer than you think. Welcome to &quot;The Light in All,&quot; where your host, Steve Barnhart, explores topics such as spirituality, joy, purpose, contentment, gratitude, and more. Steve&apos;s renewed faith journey toward the peace beyond understanding and a life guided by the Light was prompted by a heart condition that forced an early retirement and led to a disheartening crisis of faith. He&apos;s a regular guy with no agenda other than carefully listening to each guest and engaging in candid but kind conversations about life, death, and everything in between and beyond. Join Steve and others on this journey infused with humor and smiles, guided by the Light in all.&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><itunes:owner><itunes:name>Steve Barnhart</itunes:name><itunes:email>sbarnhart.email@gmail.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:category text="Health &amp; Fitness"><itunes:category text="Mental Health"/></itunes:category><itunes:category text="Religion &amp; Spirituality"><itunes:category text="Spirituality"/></itunes:category><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/logos/818e538e-5539-4613-9e1f-d5a033ce1899.png"/><item><title><![CDATA[Facing Death Without Fear: A Death Doula's Perspective ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>In this episode, Lynn Principe shares her journey into becoming a death doula, exploring the profound impact of end-of-life support, and how compassion and understanding can transform the dying experience. Whether you're contemplating your own mortality or interested in supporting others, Lynn offers invaluable insights into this vital but often overlooked profession.</p><p></p><p>Resources &amp; Links:</p><p><a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="http://Dearlybelovedlife.com" target="_blank">Dearlybelovedlife.com</a></p><p><a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://a.co/d/0bVPZrBe" target="_blank">https://a.co/d/0bVPZrBe</a></p><p><a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://consciousdyingcollective.com/" target="_blank">https://consciousdyingcollective.com/</a></p><p><a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.feolda.org/" target="_blank">https://www.feolda.org/</a></p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">38739159-a5d9-45d2-8148-caff2b7b5312</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 10 Apr 2026 12:20:07 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/0ba227aea3813c897c42c3c4909a3bec074c67346211f9d672a1c43e28afc138/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiIzODczOTE1OS1hNWQ5LTQ1ZDItODE0OC1jYWZmMmI3YjUzMTIiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjlkN2VlMzYxY2RhMDMyNmQyOWYzNTVkL3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi00LTlfXzIwLTIxLTQyLm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="73598998" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/38739159-a5d9-45d2-8148-caff2b7b5312/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;In this episode, Lynn Principe shares her journey into becoming a death doula, exploring the profound impact of end-of-life support, and how compassion and understanding can transform the dying experience. Whether you&apos;re contemplating your own mortality or interested in supporting others, Lynn offers invaluable insights into this vital but often overlooked profession.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Resources &amp;amp; Links:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a rel=&quot;noopener noreferrer nofollow&quot; href=&quot;http://Dearlybelovedlife.com&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;Dearlybelovedlife.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a rel=&quot;noopener noreferrer nofollow&quot; href=&quot;https://a.co/d/0bVPZrBe&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;https://a.co/d/0bVPZrBe&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a rel=&quot;noopener noreferrer nofollow&quot; href=&quot;https://consciousdyingcollective.com/&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;https://consciousdyingcollective.com/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a rel=&quot;noopener noreferrer nofollow&quot; href=&quot;https://www.feolda.org/&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;https://www.feolda.org/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:51:07</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/38739159-a5d9-45d2-8148-caff2b7b5312/images/ecaa3055-c34b-4feb-834c-22a3b15693a9.png"/><itunes:episode>8</itunes:episode><itunes:title>Facing Death Without Fear: A Death Doula&apos;s Perspective </itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Questioning Your Faith? You’re Not Alone—Come As You Are]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>In this conversation, Chris Edwards shares his journey through faith, exploring the concept of 'the light in all people' and how it relates to his experiences in the Celtic church and wilderness therapy. He discusses the importance of theological hospitality, the idea of original blessing versus total depravity, and the process of deconstruction in faith. Discover how deconstruction can lead to a deeper connection with the divine within, and explore ways to navigate doubt, faith, and the search for authentic spirituality.</p><p>You can learn more about Chris and his spiritual direction practice at <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://spiritualwandering.com/" target="_blank">https://spiritualwandering.com/</a></p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">bcc189b7-281e-48ae-a108-9f6e28d7c2c5</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 27 Mar 2026 12:30:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/97a146f5bc53b220f9fc369049fea5cac3f58d2ebfbb21583853efa6685dcc30/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJiY2MxODliNy0yODFlLTQ4YWUtYTEwOC05ZjZlMjhkN2MyYzUiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjljNDIzYTg2NzI3NDUwZDY3MTg0NjAxL3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0zLTI1X18xOS00LTI0Lm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="72259230" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/bcc189b7-281e-48ae-a108-9f6e28d7c2c5/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;In this conversation, Chris Edwards shares his journey through faith, exploring the concept of &apos;the light in all people&apos; and how it relates to his experiences in the Celtic church and wilderness therapy. He discusses the importance of theological hospitality, the idea of original blessing versus total depravity, and the process of deconstruction in faith. Discover how deconstruction can lead to a deeper connection with the divine within, and explore ways to navigate doubt, faith, and the search for authentic spirituality.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;You can learn more about Chris and his spiritual direction practice at &lt;a rel=&quot;noopener noreferrer nofollow&quot; href=&quot;https://spiritualwandering.com/&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;https://spiritualwandering.com/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:50:11</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/bcc189b7-281e-48ae-a108-9f6e28d7c2c5/images/166b645f-43a7-41d0-b962-3586a2be57c7.png"/><itunes:episode>7</itunes:episode><itunes:title>Questioning Your Faith? You’re Not Alone—Come As You Are</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Crossing into the Sacred Inner Wilderness ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Dustin McCreery shares his profound spiritual journey, exploring his early life in Indiana, his connection with nature, and his quest for meaning through various religious and philosophical practices. He discusses his experiences with Buddhism, Tai Chi, and Taoism, leading to a transformative period as a forest monk. Dustin reflects on his reentry into society, the importance of community, and the powerful ceremonies he participated in, including Native American ceremonies and the Sundance. His journey culminates in a deepened relationship with the divine, emphasizing the significance of prayer and connection with nature.</p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">de7689ee-fc10-4f20-9b45-3f7ea756280d</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 13 Mar 2026 12:13:11 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/14aef9ace36ce71504f5c440cc2f88f1f7223e7a21454733dddddbf7015978d2/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJkZTc2ODllZS1mYzEwLTRmMjAtOWI0NS0zZjdlYTc1NjI4MGQiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjliMzJiMmMxZjRmNzYxOWM4NWQ1NThmL3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0zLTEyX18yMi03LTU2Lm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="82587419" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/de7689ee-fc10-4f20-9b45-3f7ea756280d/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;Dustin McCreery shares his profound spiritual journey, exploring his early life in Indiana, his connection with nature, and his quest for meaning through various religious and philosophical practices. He discusses his experiences with Buddhism, Tai Chi, and Taoism, leading to a transformative period as a forest monk. Dustin reflects on his reentry into society, the importance of community, and the powerful ceremonies he participated in, including Native American ceremonies and the Sundance. His journey culminates in a deepened relationship with the divine, emphasizing the significance of prayer and connection with nature.&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:57:21</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/de7689ee-fc10-4f20-9b45-3f7ea756280d/images/a75dd459-1474-4b51-a0b2-776cc3cef32a.png"/><itunes:episode>6</itunes:episode><itunes:title>Crossing into the Sacred Inner Wilderness </itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[From Fear to Faith: A Journey of Healing and Awakening]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>In this conversation, Violet Short shares her profound journey of faith, personal growth, and healing. From her early experiences with a fear-based religion to her transformative encounters with God during her battle with cancer, Violet discusses the evolution of her beliefs and the importance of speaking out against injustices. She emphasizes the power of belief, the significance of love, and the need for personal agency in navigating life's challenges. Through her story, she inspires others to embrace their own journeys of self-discovery and healing.</p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">9ffb9408-c42b-4fb3-b0b3-7a4142edf5af</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2026 14:10:48 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/bfc2079540837c63cb88e34faa20c04e203524967b78f974ef45b0948211c464/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiI5ZmZiOTQwOC1jNDJiLTRmYjMtYjBiMy03YTQxNDJlZGY1YWYiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjlhMTlmYzM5NzAwZGZhODkyNWFiMTZlL3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0yLTI3X18xNC00NC0zNS5tcDMifQ==.mp3" length="88290054" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;In this conversation, Violet Short shares her profound journey of faith, personal growth, and healing. From her early experiences with a fear-based religion to her transformative encounters with God during her battle with cancer, Violet discusses the evolution of her beliefs and the importance of speaking out against injustices. She emphasizes the power of belief, the significance of love, and the need for personal agency in navigating life&apos;s challenges. Through her story, she inspires others to embrace their own journeys of self-discovery and healing.&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:01:19</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/9ffb9408-c42b-4fb3-b0b3-7a4142edf5af/images/69ab07cc-6c6a-4367-9387-5566b3f49e8e.png"/><itunes:episode>5</itunes:episode><itunes:title>From Fear to Faith: A Journey of Healing and Awakening</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Yoga, the Body, And the Divine]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>In this conversation, Angie shares her journey from a strict upbringing in the Mormon faith to discovering yoga as a way to reconnect with her body and spirituality. She discusses the misconceptions surrounding yoga, the importance of community, and how the practice serves as a portal to understanding the divine. Angie emphasizes the significance of love, anger, and self-discovery in the journey of faith and encourages listeners to trust their own paths.</p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">6b7c66d1-2c7e-45ef-be94-1c12f8cdccb8</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2026 13:15:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/e404fb58efc204abfeedb87774cd6046e1366fbceeed1117ac708362c28d3587/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiI2YjdjNjZkMS0yYzdlLTQ1ZWYtYmU5NC0xYzEyZjhjZGNjYjgiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk4ZTEzZWJmZWNlMThlZjQwMjA1MWVlL3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0yLTEyX18xOC01NC01MC5tcDMifQ==.mp3" length="57534946" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;In this conversation, Angie shares her journey from a strict upbringing in the Mormon faith to discovering yoga as a way to reconnect with her body and spirituality. She discusses the misconceptions surrounding yoga, the importance of community, and how the practice serves as a portal to understanding the divine. Angie emphasizes the significance of love, anger, and self-discovery in the journey of faith and encourages listeners to trust their own paths.&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:39:57</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/6b7c66d1-2c7e-45ef-be94-1c12f8cdccb8/images/7b8adad3-ff2d-4198-8590-fd1bb6002b71.png"/><itunes:episode>4</itunes:episode><itunes:title>Yoga, the Body, And the Divine</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Journey to the Light Within: How Holy Listening Provides Spiritual Direction]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>In this conversation, Matt shares his insights on spiritual direction, emphasizing the importance of holy listening and creating a sacred space for individuals to connect with God. He discusses the role of the spiritual director as a midwife, guiding individuals through their spiritual journeys without imposing their own wisdom. The conversation explores the differences between counseling and spiritual direction, the significance of silence, and the surprising adventures that unfold during sessions. Matt also provides practical advice on finding a spiritual director and reflects on his own journey and the legacy he wishes to leave behind.</p><p> </p><p>Chapters</p><p> </p><p>00:00 Introduction and Background</p><p>03:04 Understanding Spiritual Direction</p><p>05:56 The Role of the Spiritual Director</p><p>08:51 The Light Within Us</p><p>11:50 Creating a Sacred Space</p><p>14:33 Experiences in Spiritual Direction</p><p>18:28 Understanding Spiritual Direction vs. Counseling</p><p>24:00 The Role of Silence and Presence in Spiritual Direction</p><p>29:34 Navigating Spiritual Direction Sessions</p><p>36:04 The Journey of Self-Discovery and Spiritual Growth</p><p>39:25 Legacy: Being Remembered for Humility and Gentleness</p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">0e1bc7fd-9b26-4f22-8325-0a108a8f5b21</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2026 00:28:30 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/2c037bda17b3f122a5cce909c6917d9157064547f3b414eeb5d0ee631ba29760/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiIwZTFiYzdmZC05YjI2LTRmMjItODMyNS0wYTEwOGE4ZjViMjEiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk3ZmVjNWQyOTJjODdhMWI4NzZhYmFmL3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0yLTJfXzEtMTQtMjAubXAzIn0=.mp3" length="28218678" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;In this conversation, Matt shares his insights on spiritual direction, emphasizing the importance of holy listening and creating a sacred space for individuals to connect with God. He discusses the role of the spiritual director as a midwife, guiding individuals through their spiritual journeys without imposing their own wisdom. The conversation explores the differences between counseling and spiritual direction, the significance of silence, and the surprising adventures that unfold during sessions. Matt also provides practical advice on finding a spiritual director and reflects on his own journey and the legacy he wishes to leave behind.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;00:00 Introduction and Background&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;03:04 Understanding Spiritual Direction&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;05:56 The Role of the Spiritual Director&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;08:51 The Light Within Us&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;11:50 Creating a Sacred Space&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;14:33 Experiences in Spiritual Direction&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;18:28 Understanding Spiritual Direction vs. Counseling&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;24:00 The Role of Silence and Presence in Spiritual Direction&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;29:34 Navigating Spiritual Direction Sessions&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;36:04 The Journey of Self-Discovery and Spiritual Growth&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;39:25 Legacy: Being Remembered for Humility and Gentleness&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:42:17</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/0e1bc7fd-9b26-4f22-8325-0a108a8f5b21/images/b759aa34-36bd-4ff0-b741-6ef70123201c.png"/><itunes:episode>3</itunes:episode><itunes:title>Journey to the Light Within: How Holy Listening Provides Spiritual Direction</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[From Toddler Encounters To Total Surrender]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>In this conversation, Kila shares her profound spiritual journey, beginning with her childhood experiences of divine encounters and the impact of early trauma. She discusses her introduction to Christianity, the complexities of navigating adolescence amidst abuse, and the co-mingling of faith and culture. Kila reflects on her ministry work, the shift in her faith community, and her dangerous exploration of new age spirituality. Ultimately, she emphasizes the importance of surrendering to Jesus and redefining love and community in her life.</p><p></p><p>Bio:</p><p>Akiliah Perez has always been loved by G-d and in relationship with Yeshua. While outwardly achieving the “American Dream” and success in the eyes of the dominant culture, she was spiritually wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked—without knowing it. Through the deliverance and restoring power of Christ, her eyes were opened and her life was made whole. Today, Akiliah provides Biblical counseling, walking alongside others as they pursue healing and freedom rooted in Scripture. Visit <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="http://akiliahperez.com" target="_blank">akiliahperez.com</a> to learn more.</p><p> </p><p>Chapters</p><p>00:00 Introduction and Background</p><p>01:08 Childhood Encounters with the Divine</p><p>04:47 Impact of Early Experiences on Life Path</p><p>08:10 Introduction to Christianity and Early Church Experiences</p><p>09:05 Navigating Abuse and Spirituality</p><p>12:32 Understanding Darkness and Light</p><p>15:17 Teen Years and Secular Influences</p><p>19:42 Ministry and Leadership in Christianity</p><p>24:18 Holistic Approach to Life and Career</p><p>26:17 Learning from Diverse Religious Experiences</p><p>30:01 The Impact of 2020 on Faith and Community</p><p>31:58 Renouncing Christianity: A Personal Journey</p><p>37:08 Exploring New Age Spirituality</p><p>41:44 The Meaning of Surrender</p><p>45:50 Reconciliation of Gifts and Ambitions</p><p>48:50 Redefining Love and Compassion</p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">44ad1820-6aa0-4e2d-adfe-a853976e2f9f</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2026 19:24:33 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/e979aace7be597760c4ad6bdce7978b486eec6755a52b3674934e50a85f66c07/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiI0NGFkMTgyMC02YWEwLTRlMmQtYWRmZS1hODUzOTc2ZTJmOWYiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk3ZjljMWY0MjFiN2ViMGE3MzYwMTk5L3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0yLTFfXzE5LTMxLTU5Lm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="40115657" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;In this conversation, Kila shares her profound spiritual journey, beginning with her childhood experiences of divine encounters and the impact of early trauma. She discusses her introduction to Christianity, the complexities of navigating adolescence amidst abuse, and the co-mingling of faith and culture. Kila reflects on her ministry work, the shift in her faith community, and her dangerous exploration of new age spirituality. Ultimately, she emphasizes the importance of surrendering to Jesus and redefining love and community in her life.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Bio:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Akiliah Perez has always been loved by G-d and in relationship with Yeshua. While outwardly achieving the “American Dream” and success in the eyes of the dominant culture, she was spiritually wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked—without knowing it. Through the deliverance and restoring power of Christ, her eyes were opened and her life was made whole. Today, Akiliah provides Biblical counseling, walking alongside others as they pursue healing and freedom rooted in Scripture. Visit &lt;a rel=&quot;noopener noreferrer nofollow&quot; href=&quot;http://akiliahperez.com&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;akiliahperez.com&lt;/a&gt; to learn more.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;00:00 Introduction and Background&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;01:08 Childhood Encounters with the Divine&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;04:47 Impact of Early Experiences on Life Path&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;08:10 Introduction to Christianity and Early Church Experiences&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;09:05 Navigating Abuse and Spirituality&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;12:32 Understanding Darkness and Light&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;15:17 Teen Years and Secular Influences&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;19:42 Ministry and Leadership in Christianity&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;24:18 Holistic Approach to Life and Career&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;26:17 Learning from Diverse Religious Experiences&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;30:01 The Impact of 2020 on Faith and Community&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;31:58 Renouncing Christianity: A Personal Journey&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;37:08 Exploring New Age Spirituality&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;41:44 The Meaning of Surrender&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;45:50 Reconciliation of Gifts and Ambitions&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;48:50 Redefining Love and Compassion&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:01:42</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/44ad1820-6aa0-4e2d-adfe-a853976e2f9f/images/fede5277-c2f0-432e-98e6-6b59a5dc5200.png"/><itunes:episode>2</itunes:episode><itunes:title>From Toddler Encounters To Total Surrender</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Will The Real Steve Please Stand Up!]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Steve shares his journey of self-discovery, reflecting on three distinct phases of his life: Mr. Dependable, Mr. Bewilderment, and Mr. Free. Each phase represents a significant shift in his identity and outlook on life, leading to a deeper understanding of faith and personal growth.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Identity is not fixed and can evolve through different phases of life.</li><li>Challenges and crises can lead to profound self-discovery and transformation.</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">ba65bb89-6be1-4170-b5f7-72ae5b82d197</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2026 15:39:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/2a424e51c77e0a9cb9654058432463c9e123dc8c5c2c108cf6e8989f9ef8d2e8/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJiYTY1YmI4OS02YmUxLTQxNzAtYjVmNy03MmFlNWI4MmQxOTciLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk3ZTZlZTM3YTE3NWQ5OWQzNWQwZDA2L3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0xLTMxX18yMi02LTQzLm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="8729320" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;Steve shares his journey of self-discovery, reflecting on three distinct phases of his life: Mr. Dependable, Mr. Bewilderment, and Mr. Free. Each phase represents a significant shift in his identity and outlook on life, leading to a deeper understanding of faith and personal growth.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Identity is not fixed and can evolve through different phases of life.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Challenges and crises can lead to profound self-discovery and transformation.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:13:14</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/ba65bb89-6be1-4170-b5f7-72ae5b82d197/images/68d1e1db-9878-48b6-be0b-65c5acedf72a.png"/><itunes:title>Will The Real Steve Please Stand Up!</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[“Plain Speak” on Social Justice: A Quaker Pastor's Challenge with guest Bob Henry]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><b>Recognizing the inherent worth in every person transforms our approach to social justice. Drawing from his journey across different faith traditions, Bob illuminates the power of empathy, self-reflection, and community action. This conversation tackles pressing issues, including ICE/immigration enforcement in Minneapolis, the vital role faith communities play in social change, and why honest dialogue matters now more than ever. Bob invites listeners on a journey to discover the light within themselves and others—a path toward a more compassionate world.</b></p><p></p><p><b>To read Bob's letter to his church visit:</b></p><p><a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="http://www.thelightinall.org/Letter" target="_blank"><b>www.thelightinall.org/Letter</b></a></p><p></p><p><b>Chapters</b></p><p><b> </b></p><p><b>00:00 Introduction to Light and Social Justice</b></p><p><b>03:41 Bob's Journey in Ministry</b></p><p><b>06:18 The Light Within: A Quaker Perspective</b></p><p><b>09:23 Understanding Social Justice Through Light</b></p><p><b>12:25 The Evolution of Beliefs About Light</b></p><p><b>15:03 The Impact of Personal Reflection on Social Justice</b></p><p><b>18:18 Addressing Immigration and Social Justice</b></p><p><b>21:10 Crisis of Morals and Democracy</b></p><p><b>23:59 The Quaker Call to Action</b></p><p><b>26:44 The Quakerly Way of Objecting</b></p><p><b>29:51 Hope for Change in Perspectives</b></p><p><b>36:51 The Importance of Loudly Objecting</b></p><p><b>40:53 The Courage to Change</b></p><p><b>45:34 Holistic Understanding of Change</b></p><p><b>48:03 Addressing Religious Leaders</b></p><p><b>56:04 Reaching the Disenfranchised</b></p><p><b>59:41 Engaging with Different Perspectives</b></p><p><b>01:05:35 Offering Support in Grief</b></p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">c593d752-7ac0-4c99-aad3-9356f765bac3</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 24 Jan 2026 00:24:23 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/c76f517a82be402f1882013a0b328c321d808c54355307a7402420463bc7906d/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJjNTkzZDc1Mi03YWMwLTRjOTktYWFkMy05MzU2Zjc2NWJhYzMiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk3M2Y1MmYyMjczNDhjNGY0Y2U5Y2RmL3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0xLTIzX18yMy0yNC00Ni5tcDMifQ==.mp3" length="53490424" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Recognizing the inherent worth in every person transforms our approach to social justice. Drawing from his journey across different faith traditions, Bob illuminates the power of empathy, self-reflection, and community action. This conversation tackles pressing issues, including ICE/immigration enforcement in Minneapolis, the vital role faith communities play in social change, and why honest dialogue matters now more than ever. Bob invites listeners on a journey to discover the light within themselves and others—a path toward a more compassionate world.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;To read Bob&apos;s letter to his church visit:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a rel=&quot;noopener noreferrer nofollow&quot; href=&quot;http://www.thelightinall.org/Letter&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;www.thelightinall.org/Letter&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Chapters&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt; &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;00:00 Introduction to Light and Social Justice&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;03:41 Bob&apos;s Journey in Ministry&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;06:18 The Light Within: A Quaker Perspective&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;09:23 Understanding Social Justice Through Light&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;12:25 The Evolution of Beliefs About Light&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;15:03 The Impact of Personal Reflection on Social Justice&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;18:18 Addressing Immigration and Social Justice&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;21:10 Crisis of Morals and Democracy&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;23:59 The Quaker Call to Action&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;26:44 The Quakerly Way of Objecting&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;29:51 Hope for Change in Perspectives&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;36:51 The Importance of Loudly Objecting&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;40:53 The Courage to Change&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;45:34 Holistic Understanding of Change&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;48:03 Addressing Religious Leaders&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;56:04 Reaching the Disenfranchised&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;59:41 Engaging with Different Perspectives&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;01:05:35 Offering Support in Grief&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:09:38</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/c593d752-7ac0-4c99-aad3-9356f765bac3/images/864987f0-cfbe-4a20-aea3-5654e9cc019d.png"/><itunes:episode>1</itunes:episode><itunes:title>“Plain Speak” on Social Justice: A Quaker Pastor&apos;s Challenge with guest Bob Henry</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Seeing the Light]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The Title "The Light in All' is explained, emphasizing the concept of seeing the divine in all. The importance of seeing the light in all things is discussed, along with the influence of Brother Lawrence and his practice of the presence of God. The story behind the podcast logo and its inspiration are shared, highlighting the symbolism of the logo as a representation of seeing the light in all.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Seeing the divine in all</li><li>Practicing the presence of God</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 The Light in All Podcast Title</li><li>05:34 Brother Lawrence and Practicing the Presence of God</li><li>11:00 The Symbolism of the Logo</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">2b025bb8-b4f4-4b02-8896-38b39ed2bbf6</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 23 Jan 2026 16:13:42 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/8245a103d67cf4a8154c487cd151acaceda5f89101ac410424ca04c6cf26e113/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiIyYjAyNWJiOC1iNGY0LTRiMDItODg5Ni0zOGIzOWVkMmJiZjYiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk3MzlhYzhkNTUzZjA2NTZhYzI3ZTlhL3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0xLTIzX18xNi01OS00Lm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="11251320" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The Title &quot;The Light in All&apos; is explained, emphasizing the concept of seeing the divine in all. The importance of seeing the light in all things is discussed, along with the influence of Brother Lawrence and his practice of the presence of God. The story behind the podcast logo and its inspiration are shared, highlighting the symbolism of the logo as a representation of seeing the light in all.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Seeing the divine in all&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Practicing the presence of God&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 The Light in All Podcast Title&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;05:34 Brother Lawrence and Practicing the Presence of God&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;11:00 The Symbolism of the Logo&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:15:34</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/2b025bb8-b4f4-4b02-8896-38b39ed2bbf6/images/113e5366-3ec8-4a2b-b01c-b91cf8cbf8d4.png"/><itunes:title>Seeing the Light</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Want to subscribe? Here's what you will get.]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The podcast is introduced with a focus on addressing inner struggles and the feeling of something missing in life. It emphasizes the journey of self-discovery and the mission to bring about change within oneself and impact others. The podcast aims to have candid and kind conversations with guests, covering topics related to spirituality, happiness, relationships, mental health, and more.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Struggle and inner conflict</li><li>Journey of self-discovery</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 Introduction to the Podcast and Its Purpose</li><li>16:47 The Mission to Change Ourselves and Impact Others</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">ebb66582-1ee3-4910-b2f0-fa83e6ea0d59</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Steve Barnhart]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 23 Jan 2026 02:30:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/6fa7d583ada4602bc5094ccc2d3d3d836e647e77aaa2be55acd7565b7393a0da/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJlYmI2NjU4Mi0xZWUzLTQ5MTAtYjJmMC1mYTgzZTZlYTBkNTkiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiJjZDBlZmZkNC02YWU3LTQyYzctOTYxYy0xODE5NWJhZTE5ZGEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTExNGI2N2QwYTFmZDFiZTVjYTAxM2IiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk3MmJiOGQyYzVjZWZhYmU0NTc4ZDVmL3N0ZXZlLWJhcm5oYXJ0cy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0xLTIzX18xLTYtMzcubXAzIn0=.mp3" length="8516656" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The podcast is introduced with a focus on addressing inner struggles and the feeling of something missing in life. It emphasizes the journey of self-discovery and the mission to bring about change within oneself and impact others. The podcast aims to have candid and kind conversations with guests, covering topics related to spirituality, happiness, relationships, mental health, and more.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Struggle and inner conflict&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Journey of self-discovery&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 Introduction to the Podcast and Its Purpose&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;16:47 The Mission to Change Ourselves and Impact Others&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:11:13</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/cd0effd4-6ae7-42c7-961c-18195bae19da/episodes/ebb66582-1ee3-4910-b2f0-fa83e6ea0d59/images/911bcf35-1ab4-4862-ba0b-03ce52d29ac3.png"/><itunes:title>Want to subscribe? Here&apos;s what you will get.</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item></channel></rss>