<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:psc="http://podlove.org/simple-chapters" xmlns:podcast="https://podcastindex.org/namespace/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[outfield]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>two bestfriends discuss their lives through ten plus years of adddiction to cocaine and heroin and their recovery and how they survived the insanity of it all</p>]]></description><link>https://riverside.com</link><generator>Riverside.fm (https://riverside.com)</generator><lastBuildDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2026 09:09:30 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://api.riverside.com/hosting/UHWq6fNv.rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><author><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></author><pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2026 18:36:01 GMT</pubDate><copyright><![CDATA[2026 Robert Infield]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><ttl>60</ttl><category><![CDATA[Society & Culture]]></category><category><![CDATA[Education]]></category><itunes:author>Robert Infield</itunes:author><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;two bestfriends discuss their lives through ten plus years of adddiction to cocaine and heroin and their recovery and how they survived the insanity of it all&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><itunes:owner><itunes:name>Robert Infield</itunes:name><itunes:email>robbyinfield43@icloud.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:explicit>yes</itunes:explicit><itunes:category text="Society &amp; Culture"/><itunes:category text="Education"/><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><item><title><![CDATA[take a look around]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The podcast covers a wide range of topics, including addiction, recovery, conspiracy theories, corruption in the church, religious manipulation, financial exploitation, and the influence of religion on society. The conversation also delves into the topics of ADHD, drug dependency, prison experiences, and mental health challenges. The hosts share personal experiences and insights on these subjects, providing a raw and unfiltered perspective on various societal issues. The conversation delves into the harsh realities of prison politics, gang dynamics, and the treatment of sex offenders within the prison system. It also explores the speaker's journey through addiction, sobriety, and the challenges of raising a child amidst personal struggles.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Religious corruption and financial exploitation are prevalent in mega churches and religious institutions.</li><li>The conversation highlights the challenges of addiction, recovery, and mental health, shedding light on the impact of societal and religious influences.</li><li>The hosts share personal experiences and insights on a wide range of topics, providing a raw and unfiltered perspective on various societal issues. Prison politics and gang dynamics play a significant role in the treatment of inmates and the management of sex offenders within the prison system.</li><li>The speaker's journey through addiction, sobriety, and the challenges of raising a child amidst personal struggles highlights the importance of self-reflection and perseverance.</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 Podcast Introduction and Slogan Creation</li><li>05:06 Mega Churches and Financial Exploitation</li><li>10:06 Mormonism and Cult Mentality</li><li>15:08 Political Loyalty and Blind Support</li><li>20:16 Over-Prescription and Dependency</li><li>26:06 Prison Experience and Survival Skills</li><li>31:11 Prison Experience and Survival Skills</li><li>46:44 Sobriety and Self-Reflection</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">d1bbdcca-20af-43c9-8414-5c37e678467b</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 21 Jun 2026 20:09:56 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/b6a6649c9d3f38b00b39eb0a0c9891dfb2b5fd8164ddc406ec9dfc78e05d615b/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJkMWJiZGNjYS0yMGFmLTQzYzktODQxNC01YzM3ZTY3ODQ2N2IiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI4YWZmZWI5Ni04NGU1LTQ0MDAtOGIzYy0wMzE4MTMyYTk2YmEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTdmZmY3MDZjZTk1ZmY2NmY3MjZiMmEiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNmEzODQzODlkN2FjM2ZmYTczNDBmZDllL3JvYmVydC1pbmZpZWxkcy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi02LTIxX18yMi0zLTIxLm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="123452752" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/episodes/d1bbdcca-20af-43c9-8414-5c37e678467b/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The podcast covers a wide range of topics, including addiction, recovery, conspiracy theories, corruption in the church, religious manipulation, financial exploitation, and the influence of religion on society. The conversation also delves into the topics of ADHD, drug dependency, prison experiences, and mental health challenges. The hosts share personal experiences and insights on these subjects, providing a raw and unfiltered perspective on various societal issues. The conversation delves into the harsh realities of prison politics, gang dynamics, and the treatment of sex offenders within the prison system. It also explores the speaker&apos;s journey through addiction, sobriety, and the challenges of raising a child amidst personal struggles.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Religious corruption and financial exploitation are prevalent in mega churches and religious institutions.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The conversation highlights the challenges of addiction, recovery, and mental health, shedding light on the impact of societal and religious influences.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The hosts share personal experiences and insights on a wide range of topics, providing a raw and unfiltered perspective on various societal issues. Prison politics and gang dynamics play a significant role in the treatment of inmates and the management of sex offenders within the prison system.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The speaker&apos;s journey through addiction, sobriety, and the challenges of raising a child amidst personal struggles highlights the importance of self-reflection and perseverance.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 Podcast Introduction and Slogan Creation&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;05:06 Mega Churches and Financial Exploitation&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;10:06 Mormonism and Cult Mentality&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;15:08 Political Loyalty and Blind Support&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;20:16 Over-Prescription and Dependency&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;26:06 Prison Experience and Survival Skills&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;31:11 Prison Experience and Survival Skills&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;46:44 Sobriety and Self-Reflection&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:04:18</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>8</itunes:episode><itunes:title>take a look around</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[addicted to the chaos ]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The conversation covers various topics related to addiction, relationships, manipulation, and survival. It delves into personal experiences, challenges, and interactions with others, highlighting the impact of addiction on individuals and their relationships. The conversation covers a range of topics including experiences with drug court, interactions with colleagues, and personal anecdotes from the past. It delves into the challenges and experiences of drug addiction, probation, and the impact of substance abuse on personal relationships. The conversation delves into the chaotic and addictive nature of substance abuse, the allure of escapism, the impact of addiction on daily life, and the societal and political issues that concern the speakers.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Addiction's impact on relationships</li><li>Survival and manipulation in addiction Drug court experiences</li><li>Challenges of probation and recovery Addiction to chaos and drugs becomes a daily obsession.</li><li>Escapism and daydreaming fill the void left by addiction.</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 The Influence of Addiction on Relationships</li><li>08:57 Personal Experiences and Reflections</li><li>17:00 Family Dynamics and Work Relationships</li><li>30:09 Navigating Drug Court and Recovery</li><li>36:32 Challenges of Addiction and Recovery</li><li>01:00:27 The Chaos of Addiction</li><li>01:20:13 Societal and Political Concerns</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">91eff7e2-4f5b-4df3-a1e4-6e7699b08778</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 24 May 2026 18:26:08 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/abe8c575e25a26358bd58388a5ea4d9560eac8b2026b214abc82f8a56ec0f89f/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiI5MWVmZjdlMi00ZjViLTRkZjMtYTFlNC02ZTc2OTliMDg3NzgiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI4YWZmZWI5Ni04NGU1LTQ0MDAtOGIzYy0wMzE4MTMyYTk2YmEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTdmZmY3MDZjZTk1ZmY2NmY3MjZiMmEiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNmEwYjc3ODUxODE5YzZiMWFhMWIzODBjL3JvYmVydC1pbmZpZWxkcy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi01LTE4X18yMi0zMy05Lm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="170359475" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/episodes/91eff7e2-4f5b-4df3-a1e4-6e7699b08778/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The conversation covers various topics related to addiction, relationships, manipulation, and survival. It delves into personal experiences, challenges, and interactions with others, highlighting the impact of addiction on individuals and their relationships. The conversation covers a range of topics including experiences with drug court, interactions with colleagues, and personal anecdotes from the past. It delves into the challenges and experiences of drug addiction, probation, and the impact of substance abuse on personal relationships. The conversation delves into the chaotic and addictive nature of substance abuse, the allure of escapism, the impact of addiction on daily life, and the societal and political issues that concern the speakers.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Addiction&apos;s impact on relationships&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Survival and manipulation in addiction Drug court experiences&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Challenges of probation and recovery Addiction to chaos and drugs becomes a daily obsession.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Escapism and daydreaming fill the void left by addiction.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 The Influence of Addiction on Relationships&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;08:57 Personal Experiences and Reflections&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;17:00 Family Dynamics and Work Relationships&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;30:09 Navigating Drug Court and Recovery&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;36:32 Challenges of Addiction and Recovery&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;01:00:27 The Chaos of Addiction&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;01:20:13 Societal and Political Concerns&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:28:44</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>8</itunes:episode><itunes:title>addicted to the chaos </itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[are we there yet?]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The podcast episode delves into the potential benefits and risks of Ibogaine as a treatment for addiction, exploring its psychedelic properties, breathwork, clinical trials, and the future of Ibogaine treatment. The conversation also touches on the monetization of Ibogaine and its impact on the addiction treatment industry. The conversation covers a range of topics, including population misconceptions, conspiracy theories, government distrust, workplace safety, hazard pay, addiction treatment, and clinical trials. The discussion delves into the misconceptions about the world's population, anxiety around phone calls, and the impact of conspiracy theories on public trust. It also explores workplace safety concerns, the concept of universal basic income, financial responsibility, and the importance of clinical trials in addiction treatment.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Ibogaine as a Treatment</li><li>Psychedelic Therapy Population Misconceptions</li><li>Anxiety Around Phone Calls</li><li>Conspiracy Theories and Government Distrust</li><li>Workplace Safety and Hazard Pay</li><li>Addiction Treatment and Clinical Trials</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 Introduction and Podcast Overview</li><li>06:00 Breathwork and DMT Release</li><li>12:54 Ibogaine as an Alternative to Methadone and Suboxone</li><li>21:07 Monetization and Future of Ibogaine Treatment</li><li>36:05 Population Misconceptions</li><li>42:18 Conspiracy Theories and Government Distrust</li><li>49:09 Assassination Theories and Suspicion</li><li>59:20 Workplace Safety and Hazard Pay</li><li>01:06:08 Addiction Treatment and Clinical Trials</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">93a69773-2ffd-4503-9ece-e6d95f461ba3</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 13 May 2026 22:57:40 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/4bda86030c8816be336cb0317bb5ac07d448c90dd8d8f5792773ba9a21a2029c/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiI5M2E2OTc3My0yZmZkLTQ1MDMtOWVjZS1lNmQ5NWY0NjFiYTMiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI4YWZmZWI5Ni04NGU1LTQ0MDAtOGIzYy0wMzE4MTMyYTk2YmEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTdmZmY3MDZjZTk1ZmY2NmY3MjZiMmEiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjlmYTQxNWJjMGIyOWMxYjdlZWUxOGIwL3JvYmVydC1pbmZpZWxkcy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi01LTVfXzIxLTEzLTMxLm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="130914995" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/episodes/93a69773-2ffd-4503-9ece-e6d95f461ba3/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The podcast episode delves into the potential benefits and risks of Ibogaine as a treatment for addiction, exploring its psychedelic properties, breathwork, clinical trials, and the future of Ibogaine treatment. The conversation also touches on the monetization of Ibogaine and its impact on the addiction treatment industry. The conversation covers a range of topics, including population misconceptions, conspiracy theories, government distrust, workplace safety, hazard pay, addiction treatment, and clinical trials. The discussion delves into the misconceptions about the world&apos;s population, anxiety around phone calls, and the impact of conspiracy theories on public trust. It also explores workplace safety concerns, the concept of universal basic income, financial responsibility, and the importance of clinical trials in addiction treatment.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Ibogaine as a Treatment&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Psychedelic Therapy Population Misconceptions&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Anxiety Around Phone Calls&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Conspiracy Theories and Government Distrust&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Workplace Safety and Hazard Pay&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Addiction Treatment and Clinical Trials&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 Introduction and Podcast Overview&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;06:00 Breathwork and DMT Release&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;12:54 Ibogaine as an Alternative to Methadone and Suboxone&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;21:07 Monetization and Future of Ibogaine Treatment&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;36:05 Population Misconceptions&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;42:18 Conspiracy Theories and Government Distrust&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;49:09 Assassination Theories and Suspicion&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;59:20 Workplace Safety and Hazard Pay&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;01:06:08 Addiction Treatment and Clinical Trials&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:08:11</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>7</itunes:episode><itunes:title>are we there yet?</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[american delusion]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The conversation delves into the pursuit of wealth, the impact of conspiracy theories and American delusion, the concept of opportunity and delusion in America, internalizing criticism and recovery, self-perception and personal growth, exploring conspiracy theories, and government control and soul harvesting. The discussion touches on the influence of wealth, the impact of conspiracy theories, the American dream, recovery from addiction, self-perception, government control, and supernatural beliefs. The conversation delves into the complexities of addiction, recovery, and the impact on individuals and families. It explores the challenges of overcoming addiction, finding purpose, and building a sober life. The themes of escapism, hopelessness, and the allure of addiction are also discussed, shedding light on the multifaceted nature of addiction and recovery.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>The pursuit of wealth and financial success in America is a central theme of the conversation.</li><li>Conspiracy theories and the concept of American delusion play a significant role in shaping perspectives and beliefs. Addiction is a complex and multifaceted issue that impacts individuals and families in various ways.</li><li>Recovery from addiction involves finding purpose, building healthy habits, and overcoming the allure of escapism and instant gratification.</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 The Pursuit of Wealth</li><li>10:12 Opportunity and Delusion in America</li><li>16:39 Self-Perception and Personal Growth</li><li>23:05 Exploring Conspiracy Theories</li><li>30:00 The Mystery of McDonald's Burgers</li><li>35:36 Narcan and Addiction Recovery</li><li>41:39 Influence of Addicted Parents on Children</li><li>47:34 The Challenge of Building a Sober Life</li><li>53:29 The Importance of Building Healthy Habits</li><li>59:05 The Temptation of Addiction and Instant Gratification</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">2d97031c-f357-4fac-b761-122be8112973</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 30 Apr 2026 21:23:19 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/cf2f08f0565b4f100efaa00f53ab224aae5cc5187506d87dee258bd352c7d539/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiIyZDk3MDMxYy1mMzU3LTRmYWMtYjc2MS0xMjJiZTgxMTI5NzMiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI4YWZmZWI5Ni04NGU1LTQ0MDAtOGIzYy0wMzE4MTMyYTk2YmEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTdmZmY3MDZjZTk1ZmY2NmY3MjZiMmEiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjllNTFhMjgxNTFmMjVkMTZmMzk4Y2E5L3JvYmVydC1pbmZpZWxkcy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi00LTE5X18yMC04LTQwLm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="112495534" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/episodes/2d97031c-f357-4fac-b761-122be8112973/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The conversation delves into the pursuit of wealth, the impact of conspiracy theories and American delusion, the concept of opportunity and delusion in America, internalizing criticism and recovery, self-perception and personal growth, exploring conspiracy theories, and government control and soul harvesting. The discussion touches on the influence of wealth, the impact of conspiracy theories, the American dream, recovery from addiction, self-perception, government control, and supernatural beliefs. The conversation delves into the complexities of addiction, recovery, and the impact on individuals and families. It explores the challenges of overcoming addiction, finding purpose, and building a sober life. The themes of escapism, hopelessness, and the allure of addiction are also discussed, shedding light on the multifaceted nature of addiction and recovery.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;The pursuit of wealth and financial success in America is a central theme of the conversation.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Conspiracy theories and the concept of American delusion play a significant role in shaping perspectives and beliefs. Addiction is a complex and multifaceted issue that impacts individuals and families in various ways.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Recovery from addiction involves finding purpose, building healthy habits, and overcoming the allure of escapism and instant gratification.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 The Pursuit of Wealth&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;10:12 Opportunity and Delusion in America&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;16:39 Self-Perception and Personal Growth&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;23:05 Exploring Conspiracy Theories&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;30:00 The Mystery of McDonald&apos;s Burgers&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;35:36 Narcan and Addiction Recovery&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;41:39 Influence of Addicted Parents on Children&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;47:34 The Challenge of Building a Sober Life&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;53:29 The Importance of Building Healthy Habits&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;59:05 The Temptation of Addiction and Instant Gratification&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:58:35</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>6</itunes:episode><itunes:title>american delusion</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[redirecting our energy]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The conversation covers a range of topics related to health struggles, addiction, incarceration, recovery, and the impact of substance abuse on relationships. It delves into personal experiences, challenges, and the influence of government and politics on addiction and rehabilitation. The conversation delves into the impact of addiction, the challenges of sobriety, and the long-term effects of addiction on personal and professional life. It also explores the temptation to return to addiction, the dark side of addiction, and the desire for a better life. The journey to sobriety and the reflection on past addiction are central themes throughout the conversation.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Recovery from addiction is a challenging journey that involves health struggles, sobriety, and life after incarceration.</li><li>The impact of substance abuse on relationships, behavior, and personal struggles is significant and requires support and understanding. The struggle for sobriety is a complex and ongoing process.</li><li>The impact of addiction extends beyond personal life and affects relationships, work, and personal growth.</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 Health Struggles and Recovery</li><li>06:51 The Impact of Substance Abuse</li><li>12:51 The Influence of Government and Politics</li><li>18:35 The Influence of Substance Abuse on Behavior</li><li>24:04 The Impact of Substance Abuse on Relationships</li><li>29:26 The Impact of Substance Abuse on Relationships</li><li>35:12 The Impact of Substance Abuse on Relationships</li><li>40:50 The Influence of Environment</li><li>46:13 The Long-Term Effects of Addiction</li><li>52:25 The Impact of Addiction on Work</li><li>57:26 The Temptation to Return to Addiction</li><li>01:03:12 The Influence of Addiction on Relationships</li><li>01:08:42 The Impact of Addiction on Work</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">6c27d7e3-30a7-431a-b058-67371dde97d9</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 17 Apr 2026 16:47:16 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/398067c7a08e715fd35b440d5c808c5dde54d0f8d0c35397b3382aaef3da06f3/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiI2YzI3ZDdlMy0zMGE3LTQzMWEtYjA1OC02NzM3MWRkZTk3ZDkiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI4YWZmZWI5Ni04NGU1LTQ0MDAtOGIzYy0wMzE4MTMyYTk2YmEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTdmZmY3MDZjZTk1ZmY2NmY3MjZiMmEiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjlkYmQ4NDlkM2FkZWJjOTMxZGMxZTNiL3JvYmVydC1pbmZpZWxkcy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi00LTEyX18xOS0zNy0xMy5tcDMifQ==.mp3" length="97477842" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/episodes/6c27d7e3-30a7-431a-b058-67371dde97d9/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The conversation covers a range of topics related to health struggles, addiction, incarceration, recovery, and the impact of substance abuse on relationships. It delves into personal experiences, challenges, and the influence of government and politics on addiction and rehabilitation. The conversation delves into the impact of addiction, the challenges of sobriety, and the long-term effects of addiction on personal and professional life. It also explores the temptation to return to addiction, the dark side of addiction, and the desire for a better life. The journey to sobriety and the reflection on past addiction are central themes throughout the conversation.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Recovery from addiction is a challenging journey that involves health struggles, sobriety, and life after incarceration.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The impact of substance abuse on relationships, behavior, and personal struggles is significant and requires support and understanding. The struggle for sobriety is a complex and ongoing process.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The impact of addiction extends beyond personal life and affects relationships, work, and personal growth.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 Health Struggles and Recovery&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;06:51 The Impact of Substance Abuse&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;12:51 The Influence of Government and Politics&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;18:35 The Influence of Substance Abuse on Behavior&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;24:04 The Impact of Substance Abuse on Relationships&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;29:26 The Impact of Substance Abuse on Relationships&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;35:12 The Impact of Substance Abuse on Relationships&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;40:50 The Influence of Environment&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;46:13 The Long-Term Effects of Addiction&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;52:25 The Impact of Addiction on Work&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;57:26 The Temptation to Return to Addiction&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;01:03:12 The Influence of Addiction on Relationships&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;01:08:42 The Impact of Addiction on Work&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:07:42</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>5</itunes:episode><itunes:title>redirecting our energy</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[life after addiction]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The conversation delves into the challenges of navigating the legal system as a convicted felon and the unique struggles faced by individuals with a criminal record. It also explores the misconceptions and support for parents with a history of addiction, as well as the temptation to fix others and the impact of addiction on relationships. Financial struggles and healthcare issues are discussed, highlighting the burden of living paycheck to paycheck and the reality of managing idle time. The conversation concludes with a reflection on scratching lottery tickets and the concept of willpower. The conversation covers topics related to addiction, gambling, life in prison, recovery, and health and wellness. It delves into personal experiences, struggles, and reflections on these themes, providing insights into the challenges and growth associated with these experiences.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Navigating the legal system as a convicted felon presents unique challenges</li><li>Financial struggles and healthcare issues can be overwhelming for individuals living paycheck to paycheck Addiction's impact on decision-making</li><li>The importance of recovery and sobriety</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 Navigating the Legal System</li><li>05:04 The Impact of Addiction</li><li>10:29 The Reality of Living Paycheck to Paycheck</li><li>34:01 Scratching Lottery Tickets and Willpower</li><li>39:11 Recovery and Sobriety</li><li>56:30 Health and Wellness</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">bb0369c2-3001-405b-bf08-1bc41c76e1ca</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 11 Apr 2026 15:15:59 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/b62adb722505911947d7816f2e29fabe3adffef7d432535e139bbbf84edcc3c3/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJiYjAzNjljMi0zMDAxLTQwNWItYmYwOC0xYmM0MWM3NmUxY2EiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI4YWZmZWI5Ni04NGU1LTQ0MDAtOGIzYy0wMzE4MTMyYTk2YmEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTdmZmY3MDZjZTk1ZmY2NmY3MjZiMmEiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjlkMjhlOTQ5YmUyOTQ1ZTg4NTJjMGUyL3JvYmVydC1pbmZpZWxkcy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi00LTVfXzE4LTMyLTIwLm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="90968337" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/episodes/bb0369c2-3001-405b-bf08-1bc41c76e1ca/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The conversation delves into the challenges of navigating the legal system as a convicted felon and the unique struggles faced by individuals with a criminal record. It also explores the misconceptions and support for parents with a history of addiction, as well as the temptation to fix others and the impact of addiction on relationships. Financial struggles and healthcare issues are discussed, highlighting the burden of living paycheck to paycheck and the reality of managing idle time. The conversation concludes with a reflection on scratching lottery tickets and the concept of willpower. The conversation covers topics related to addiction, gambling, life in prison, recovery, and health and wellness. It delves into personal experiences, struggles, and reflections on these themes, providing insights into the challenges and growth associated with these experiences.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Navigating the legal system as a convicted felon presents unique challenges&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Financial struggles and healthcare issues can be overwhelming for individuals living paycheck to paycheck Addiction&apos;s impact on decision-making&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The importance of recovery and sobriety&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 Navigating the Legal System&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;05:04 The Impact of Addiction&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;10:29 The Reality of Living Paycheck to Paycheck&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;34:01 Scratching Lottery Tickets and Willpower&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;39:11 Recovery and Sobriety&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;56:30 Health and Wellness&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:03:10</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>4</itunes:episode><itunes:title>life after addiction</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[the worst of times 03/31/2026 heroin recovery]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The conversation delves into life after addiction, personal growth, and reflections on recovery. It covers surviving adversity, personal reflections, health and recovery, and humorous anecdotes and reflections. The conversation delves into the journey of recovery and sobriety, highlighting the impact of substance abuse on perception, the importance of finding purpose and occupation, and the need for financial literacy and responsibility. It explores the challenges of navigating family dynamics, the significance of self-worth, and the journey of recovery. The conversation also emphasizes the importance of occupation and purpose in recovery, financial literacy and responsibility, and embracing recovery by taking the first step.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Life after addiction</li><li>Personal growth Recovery and sobriety journey</li><li>Finding purpose and occupation</li><li>Financial literacy and responsibility</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 Humorous Anecdotes and Reflections</li><li>01:11:45 Embracing Recovery and Taking the First Step</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">47022377-1da3-484f-8e26-e5c9b71ffe4a</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 01 Apr 2026 16:10:56 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/68b6b2816a0269806da62c041a6058328062206c931eb698023a9a8247cae316/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiI0NzAyMjM3Ny0xZGEzLTQ4NGYtOGUyNi1lNWM5YjcxZmZlNGEiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI4YWZmZWI5Ni04NGU1LTQ0MDAtOGIzYy0wMzE4MTMyYTk2YmEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTdmZmY3MDZjZTk1ZmY2NmY3MjZiMmEiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjljYzA5YTYzZWNjNzllNmU3ODg5ZjhiL3JvYmVydC1pbmZpZWxkcy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0zLTMxX18xOS01MS0zNC5tcDMifQ==.mp3" length="105674440" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/episodes/47022377-1da3-484f-8e26-e5c9b71ffe4a/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The conversation delves into life after addiction, personal growth, and reflections on recovery. It covers surviving adversity, personal reflections, health and recovery, and humorous anecdotes and reflections. The conversation delves into the journey of recovery and sobriety, highlighting the impact of substance abuse on perception, the importance of finding purpose and occupation, and the need for financial literacy and responsibility. It explores the challenges of navigating family dynamics, the significance of self-worth, and the journey of recovery. The conversation also emphasizes the importance of occupation and purpose in recovery, financial literacy and responsibility, and embracing recovery by taking the first step.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Life after addiction&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Personal growth Recovery and sobriety journey&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Finding purpose and occupation&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Financial literacy and responsibility&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 Humorous Anecdotes and Reflections&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;01:11:45 Embracing Recovery and Taking the First Step&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:13:23</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>3</itunes:episode><itunes:title>the worst of times 03/31/2026 heroin recovery</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[navigating self worth]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The conversation delves into the themes of self-worth and addiction recovery, exploring the challenges and experiences of individuals navigating through addiction and finding a sense of self-worth. It also touches on the concept of imposter syndrome and the importance of self-awareness in the recovery process. The conversation delves into the struggles and experiences of addiction, highlighting the impact of addiction on relationships. It also explores the dangers of addiction, the political landscape, and the challenges of recovery, providing valuable insights into these complex and impactful topics. The conversation delves into the struggles with anger and acceptance, as well as the importance of finding purpose and accountability in the journey to sobriety. It explores the challenges faced, the impact on family, and the need for self-awareness and self-forgiveness.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Self-worth and addiction recovery</li><li>Imposter syndrome and self-awareness Addiction struggles and experiences</li><li>Impact of addiction on relationships Struggles with anger and acceptance</li><li>The importance of finding purpose and accountability</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 Navigating Self-Worth and Addiction Recovery</li><li>06:10 Imposter Syndrome and Self-Awareness</li><li>15:12 Overcoming Addiction and Finding Self-Worth</li><li>20:22 The Influence of Addiction on Self-Worth</li><li>30:37 The Dangers of Addiction</li><li>46:04 The Political Landscape</li><li>53:09 Struggles with Anger and Acceptance</li><li>59:28 Finding Purpose and Accountability</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">0ab22f69-8ae2-4ee8-b106-1a19cc88187e</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 20 Mar 2026 23:32:42 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/b57a9e7fd70b92da5f4175ac3b0be6f4815aa5cbed4a18e5a68ee24402104545/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiIwYWIyMmY2OS04YWUyLTRlZTgtYjEwNi0xYTE5Y2M4ODE4N2UiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI4YWZmZWI5Ni04NGU1LTQ0MDAtOGIzYy0wMzE4MTMyYTk2YmEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTdmZmY3MDZjZTk1ZmY2NmY3MjZiMmEiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjliZGNhNmFhNDk4YTdjNjU3YTdiNGVhL3JvYmVydC1pbmZpZWxkcy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0zLTIwX18yMy0zMC0yLm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="95289199" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/episodes/0ab22f69-8ae2-4ee8-b106-1a19cc88187e/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The conversation delves into the themes of self-worth and addiction recovery, exploring the challenges and experiences of individuals navigating through addiction and finding a sense of self-worth. It also touches on the concept of imposter syndrome and the importance of self-awareness in the recovery process. The conversation delves into the struggles and experiences of addiction, highlighting the impact of addiction on relationships. It also explores the dangers of addiction, the political landscape, and the challenges of recovery, providing valuable insights into these complex and impactful topics. The conversation delves into the struggles with anger and acceptance, as well as the importance of finding purpose and accountability in the journey to sobriety. It explores the challenges faced, the impact on family, and the need for self-awareness and self-forgiveness.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Self-worth and addiction recovery&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Imposter syndrome and self-awareness Addiction struggles and experiences&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Impact of addiction on relationships Struggles with anger and acceptance&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The importance of finding purpose and accountability&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 Navigating Self-Worth and Addiction Recovery&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;06:10 Imposter Syndrome and Self-Awareness&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;15:12 Overcoming Addiction and Finding Self-Worth&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;20:22 The Influence of Addiction on Self-Worth&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;30:37 The Dangers of Addiction&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;46:04 The Political Landscape&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;53:09 Struggles with Anger and Acceptance&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;59:28 Finding Purpose and Accountability&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:06:10</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>2</itunes:episode><itunes:title>navigating self worth</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[thankful hardships]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>The conversation delves into the themes of self-worth, assertiveness, and the importance of being available and present for others. It also explores the insanity of addiction, the challenges of living with oneself in sobriety, the mentality of addicted individuals, reflections on past actions, and the tough guy mentality. The conversation delves into the influence of wealth and privilege, the complexities of personal relationships, and the impact of substance abuse. It explores addictive mentality, coping mechanisms, and reflection on past behaviors and decisions.</p><p></p><p>Takeaways</p><ul><li>Self-worth and standing up for oneself</li><li>The importance of being available and present for others Addictive mentality and coping mechanisms</li><li>Reflection on past behaviors and decisions</li></ul><p></p><p>Chapters</p><ul><li>00:00 Self-Worth and Assertiveness</li><li>14:39 The Insanity of Addiction</li><li>23:50 Reflections on Past Actions</li><li>35:53 The Tough Guy Mentality</li><li>41:01 Navigating Personal Relationships</li><li>53:36 The Impact of Substance Abuse</li></ul>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">e8ec087e-3c44-486c-aabd-f77a206e26b0</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Robert Infield]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2026 17:21:02 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/b31d552e3359339e7195756835c9344a93750025fafc9708945f81dfb5d268f7/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJlOGVjMDg3ZS0zYzQ0LTQ4NmMtYWFiZC1mNzdhMjA2ZTI2YjAiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI4YWZmZWI5Ni04NGU1LTQ0MDAtOGIzYy0wMzE4MTMyYTk2YmEiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTdmZmY3MDZjZTk1ZmY2NmY3MjZiMmEiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjlhZWVhZWUyNGNhMDU5ZTQzZjllNWNiL3JvYmVydC1pbmZpZWxkcy1zdHVkaW8tY29tcG9zZXItMjAyNi0zLTlfXzE2LTQ0LTQ2Lm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="88133320" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/episodes/e8ec087e-3c44-486c-aabd-f77a206e26b0/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;The conversation delves into the themes of self-worth, assertiveness, and the importance of being available and present for others. It also explores the insanity of addiction, the challenges of living with oneself in sobriety, the mentality of addicted individuals, reflections on past actions, and the tough guy mentality. The conversation delves into the influence of wealth and privilege, the complexities of personal relationships, and the impact of substance abuse. It explores addictive mentality, coping mechanisms, and reflection on past behaviors and decisions.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Takeaways&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Self-worth and standing up for oneself&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The importance of being available and present for others Addictive mentality and coping mechanisms&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Reflection on past behaviors and decisions&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chapters&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;00:00 Self-Worth and Assertiveness&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;14:39 The Insanity of Addiction&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;23:50 Reflections on Past Actions&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;35:53 The Tough Guy Mentality&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;41:01 Navigating Personal Relationships&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;53:36 The Impact of Substance Abuse&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>yes</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:01:12</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/8affeb96-84e5-4400-8b3c-0318132a96ba/logos/5fb6a748-59e4-4031-9a7c-2de3b17c08ae.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>1</itunes:episode><itunes:title>thankful hardships</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item></channel></rss>