<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:psc="http://podlove.org/simple-chapters" xmlns:podcast="https://podcastindex.org/namespace/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Disentangle]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Discussing ex-lgbt matters from a Christian perspective.</p>]]></description><link>www.xoutloud.com</link><generator>Riverside.fm (https://riverside.com)</generator><lastBuildDate>Sun, 17 May 2026 16:10:30 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://api.riverside.com/hosting/Z0JukPQt.rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><author><![CDATA[X-Out-Loud]]></author><pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2026 11:27:56 GMT</pubDate><copyright><![CDATA[2026 X-Out-Loud]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><ttl>60</ttl><category><![CDATA[Sexuality]]></category><category><![CDATA[Christianity]]></category><itunes:author>X-Out-Loud</itunes:author><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;Discussing ex-lgbt matters from a Christian perspective.&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:type>episodic</itunes:type><itunes:owner><itunes:name>X-Out-Loud</itunes:name><itunes:email>matthew.grech@core-issues.org</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:category text="Health &amp; Fitness"><itunes:category text="Sexuality"/></itunes:category><itunes:category text="Religion &amp; Spirituality"><itunes:category text="Christianity"/></itunes:category><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/logos/cead6f8c-7214-400d-827a-73403f18d7a5.jpeg"/><item><title><![CDATA[THE HIDDEN PAIN BEHIND THE PRIDE SMILE. | Ep.7]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Behind LGBT activism and celebration, many people are dealing with rejection, anxiety, addiction, relationship instability, father wounds, trauma, suicidal thoughts and emptiness. This topic often gets ignored because public discourse focuses only on politics.</p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">0e135f7a-a9e4-4ac7-8e7d-92843ea670f0</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[X-Out-Loud]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 08 May 2026 16:56:28 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/f5d4ba306ad54b9a652d4632b9e750f287701a40a4bb87e9e2c293d03e906b24/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiIwZTEzNWY3YS1hOWU0LTRhYzctOGU3ZC05Mjg0M2VhNjcwZjAiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI0OWFhMzcwMC1hYTQzLTQyZGQtOTY4Ny1hZTFkZGEzOTU0ODQiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTY1MGYzNjZjZjljZjcxODcwY2ZmZTUiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjlmZGY1ODNhNTU5MDViYmM1NmRiMDJjL21hdHRoZXctZ3JlY2hzLXN0dWRpby1jb21wb3Nlci0yMDI2LTUtOF9fMTYtMzgtNTYubXAzIn0=.mp3" length="126841565" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/episodes/0e135f7a-a9e4-4ac7-8e7d-92843ea670f0/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;Behind LGBT activism and celebration, many people are dealing with rejection, anxiety, addiction, relationship instability, father wounds, trauma, suicidal thoughts and emptiness. This topic often gets ignored because public discourse focuses only on politics.&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:06:04</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/logos/cead6f8c-7214-400d-827a-73403f18d7a5.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>7</itunes:episode><itunes:title>THE HIDDEN PAIN BEHIND THE PRIDE SMILE. | Ep.7</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Antoine Bou Ezz - Former Transgender Story (Lebanon) | Ep.6]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>In this powerful interview, Tino Bou Ezz shares his journey from a painful childhood in Lebanon, through transgender life, to finding salvation in Jesus Christ. His story highlights the transformative power of faith, repentance, and God's love for the broken.<br /><br /><b>Chapters</b></p><p>00:00 Introduction to Tino's Journey</p><p>03:42 Childhood Trauma and Early Struggles</p><p>11:18 Transitioning and Identity Crisis</p><p>18:53 The Revelation of Truth</p><p>29:08 Finding Hope and Redemption</p><p>34:08 Physical Transformation and Family Dynamics</p><p>38:01 Navigating Family Dynamics and Personal Struggles</p><p>41:12 The Importance of Communication and Support</p><p>43:20 A Transformative Encounter with Faith</p><p>49:51 The Journey to Redemption and Self-Discovery</p><p>54:52 Embracing a New Identity in Christ</p><p>01:00:27 The Power of Forgiveness and Moving Forward</p><p>01:05:42 A Call to Action for Parents and the Community</p><p></p><p></p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">6f398c0b-8e4e-4b33-9a3c-9b3ba8a9139b</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[X-Out-Loud]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 04 May 2026 12:51:52 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/ad2e84f964e70dd312be0d4d53ea9b112183aa949fc375f033b3e34a16df7452/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiI2ZjM5OGMwYi04ZTRlLTRiMzMtOWEzYy05YjNiYThhOTEzOWIiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI0OWFhMzcwMC1hYTQzLTQyZGQtOTY4Ny1hZTFkZGEzOTU0ODQiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTY1MGYzNjZjZjljZjcxODcwY2ZmZTUiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjllYjdlMGYzMzUzNDE0Y2Q1NmEwZGFkL21hdHRoZXctZ3JlY2hzLXN0dWRpby1jb21wb3Nlci0yMDI2LTQtMjRfXzE2LTI4LTMxLm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="134063899" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/episodes/6f398c0b-8e4e-4b33-9a3c-9b3ba8a9139b/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;In this powerful interview, Tino Bou Ezz shares his journey from a painful childhood in Lebanon, through transgender life, to finding salvation in Jesus Christ. His story highlights the transformative power of faith, repentance, and God&apos;s love for the broken.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Chapters&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;00:00 Introduction to Tino&apos;s Journey&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;03:42 Childhood Trauma and Early Struggles&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;11:18 Transitioning and Identity Crisis&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;18:53 The Revelation of Truth&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;29:08 Finding Hope and Redemption&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;34:08 Physical Transformation and Family Dynamics&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;38:01 Navigating Family Dynamics and Personal Struggles&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;41:12 The Importance of Communication and Support&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;43:20 A Transformative Encounter with Faith&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;49:51 The Journey to Redemption and Self-Discovery&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;54:52 Embracing a New Identity in Christ&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;01:00:27 The Power of Forgiveness and Moving Forward&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;01:05:42 A Call to Action for Parents and the Community&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:09:49</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/logos/cead6f8c-7214-400d-827a-73403f18d7a5.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>6</itunes:episode><itunes:title>Antoine Bou Ezz - Former Transgender Story (Lebanon) | Ep.6</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Words Matter: The Stonewall Playbook | Ep.5]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>This episode explores the origins, terminology, and implications of the LGBT movement, focusing on the Stonewall playbook and its impact on society and faith. Hosts Matthew Grech and Liam Hayden analyze the language used by organizations like Stonewall and discuss biblical perspectives on gender and sexuality.</p><p></p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">8b9804a5-a1e5-447b-8fea-1d5ccc8ade05</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[X-Out-Loud]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 16 Apr 2026 12:24:33 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/1424cdbdd5e3f4e72e3b081435d381763e66a2b477df1f2d2d12a09a339600f4/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiI4Yjk4MDRhNS1hMWU1LTQ0N2ItOGZlYS0xZDVjY2M4YWRlMDUiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI0OWFhMzcwMC1hYTQzLTQyZGQtOTY4Ny1hZTFkZGEzOTU0ODQiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTY1MGYzNjZjZjljZjcxODcwY2ZmZTUiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjlkZTczNDMzNWNhOTkwYmIyZTI0OWQzL21hdHRoZXctZ3JlY2hzLXN0dWRpby1jb21wb3Nlci0yMDI2LTQtMTRfXzE5LTItNTkubXAzIn0=.mp3" length="93823416" type="audio/mpeg"/><podcast:transcript url="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/episodes/8b9804a5-a1e5-447b-8fea-1d5ccc8ade05/transcripts.txt" type="text/plain"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;This episode explores the origins, terminology, and implications of the LGBT movement, focusing on the Stonewall playbook and its impact on society and faith. 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Nevertheless, God had the win!&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:05:35</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/logos/cead6f8c-7214-400d-827a-73403f18d7a5.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>4</itunes:episode><itunes:title>Matthew Grech: Not Guilty! | Ep.4</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Labels - Prison or Process | Ep.3]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Growing up, many of us believed the lies spoken over us—whether by words, culture, or expectation. Labels like "tomboy," "failure," or "SSA" don’t have to imprison us forever. Watch this episode to find out more!</p><p></p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">a2c42b61-74b5-43a3-90d9-e3c72d03b4f8</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[X-Out-Loud]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 21 Feb 2026 11:12:09 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/e2bc63bc2a5736b5e20fa0eb42271c6a3833a160aebd4a15d0a5b2275db9d738/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJhMmM0MmI2MS03NGI1LTQzYTMtOTBkOS1lM2M3MmQwM2I0ZjgiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI0OWFhMzcwMC1hYTQzLTQyZGQtOTY4Ny1hZTFkZGEzOTU0ODQiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTY1MGYzNjZjZjljZjcxODcwY2ZmZTUiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk5OThkNjA5NTgxYmM0NTUwNjUzNTU1L21hdHRoZXctZ3JlY2hzLXN0dWRpby1jb21wb3Nlci0yMDI2LTItMjFfXzExLTQ4LTAubXAzIn0=.mp3" length="86433062" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;Growing up, many of us believed the lies spoken over us—whether by words, culture, or expectation. Labels like &quot;tomboy,&quot; &quot;failure,&quot; or &quot;SSA&quot; don’t have to imprison us forever. Watch this episode to find out more!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:00:01</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/logos/cead6f8c-7214-400d-827a-73403f18d7a5.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>3</itunes:episode><itunes:title>Labels - Prison or Process | Ep.3</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Language of Shame | Ep.2]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Four Ex-LGBTQ+ speakers analyze the language of shame, discussing how shame has the ability to shape the way you think about yourself and how burdensome it is in your walk with the Lord.</p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">e1eb529d-256f-4547-b7b4-9774f7c2f752</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[X-Out-Loud]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 19 Feb 2026 13:45:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/bfc914f62b5f5b718f6477369fa77312903451f487475b4dc73f9722b1cf179d/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJlMWViNTI5ZC0yNTZmLTQ1NDctYjdiNC05Nzc0ZjdjMmY3NTIiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI0OWFhMzcwMC1hYTQzLTQyZGQtOTY4Ny1hZTFkZGEzOTU0ODQiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTY1MGYzNjZjZjljZjcxODcwY2ZmZTUiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk5NThiYWE4MmZmNDc2YTVjZTQ1ZTc4L21hdHRoZXctZ3JlY2hzLXN0dWRpby1jb21wb3Nlci0yMDI2LTItMThfXzEwLTUxLTM4Lm1wMyJ9.mp3" length="75356308" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;Four Ex-LGBTQ+ speakers analyze the language of shame, discussing how shame has the ability to shape the way you think about yourself and how burdensome it is in your walk with the Lord.&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>00:52:20</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/logos/cead6f8c-7214-400d-827a-73403f18d7a5.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>2</itunes:episode><itunes:title>The Language of Shame | Ep.2</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item><item><title><![CDATA[Faith, Feelings & The In-Between | Ep.1]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>A raw conversation between four ex-lgbt individuals about navigating LGBT issues in the church.</p>]]></description><guid isPermaLink="false">cd927248-c313-41ae-a825-fa13cace1cc2</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[X-Out-Loud]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2026 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.riverside.com/hosting-analytics/media/a6d1da27e1640bb7d8af12bd32f1219af9b459e5035b79673135ca641357d5d0/eyJlcGlzb2RlSWQiOiJjZDkyNzI0OC1jMzEzLTQxYWUtYTgyNS1mYTEzY2FjZTFjYzIiLCJwb2RjYXN0SWQiOiI0OWFhMzcwMC1hYTQzLTQyZGQtOTY4Ny1hZTFkZGEzOTU0ODQiLCJhY2NvdW50SWQiOiI2OTY1MGYzNjZjZjljZjcxODcwY2ZmZTUiLCJwYXRoIjoibWVkaWEvY2xpcHMvNjk2YWM5ZmYzZDdlYjU2Y2RmNDgzZmNiL21hdHRoZXctZ3JlY2hzLXN0dWRpby1jb21wb3Nlci0yMDI2LTEtMTdfXzAtMzAtNy5tcDMifQ==.mp3" length="44351236" type="audio/mpeg"/><itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;A raw conversation between four ex-lgbt individuals about navigating LGBT issues in the church.&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:duration>01:02:20</itunes:duration><itunes:image href="https://hosting-media.riverside.com/media/podcasts/49aa3700-aa43-42dd-9687-ae1dda395484/logos/cead6f8c-7214-400d-827a-73403f18d7a5.jpeg"/><itunes:season>1</itunes:season><itunes:episode>2</itunes:episode><itunes:title>Faith, Feelings &amp; The In-Between | Ep.1</itunes:title><itunes:episodeType>full</itunes:episodeType></item></channel></rss>