<![CDATA[Alissa's Awake]]>Alissa's Awake: Ex-Jehovah's Witness Women Speak Out is a powerful podcast amplifying the voices specifically of women who have left the Jehovah’s Witness religion. Hosted by Alissa, this series dives deep into real stories of religious trauma, shunning, purity culture, control, and the painful, yet empowering journey of waking up and walking away.

Through in-depth interviews and anonymous stories, former Jehovah’s Witnesses share what life was really like inside the organization, what led them to question their faith, and how they are rebuilding after leaving a high control religion. Some guests bravely appear on the show, while others choose anonymity for safety but every story matters.

From disfellowshipping and family estrangement to deconstruction, therapy, and healing from spiritual abuse, no topic is off limits.

If you’re navigating life after leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses, healing from religious trauma, questioning your beliefs, or supporting someone exiting a controlling faith, this podcast offers validation, community, and hope.

You are not alone. Your story deserves to be heard.

]]>https://linktr.ee/alissasawakeRiverside.fm (https://riverside.com)Thu, 28 May 2026 03:20:37 GMTFri, 13 Feb 2026 21:16:11 GMT60Alissa<p><i>Alissa's Awake: Ex-Jehovah's Witness Women Speak Out</i> is a powerful podcast amplifying the voices specifically of women who have left the Jehovah’s Witness religion. Hosted by Alissa, this series dives deep into real stories of religious trauma, shunning, purity culture, control, and the painful, yet empowering journey of waking up and walking away.</p><p></p><p>Through in-depth interviews and anonymous stories, former Jehovah’s Witnesses share what life was really like inside the organization, what led them to question their faith, and how they are rebuilding after leaving a high control religion. Some guests bravely appear on the show, while others choose anonymity for safety but every story matters.</p><p></p><p>From disfellowshipping and family estrangement to deconstruction, therapy, and healing from spiritual abuse, no topic is off limits.</p><p>If you’re navigating life after leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses, healing from religious trauma, questioning your beliefs, or supporting someone exiting a controlling faith, this podcast offers validation, community, and hope.</p><p></p><p>You are not alone. Your story deserves to be heard.</p>episodicAlissaathomewithalissa@gmail.comno<![CDATA["Being a Jehovah’s Witness Left Me Hollow & Depressed" | Ashley's Story ]]>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Ashley as she courageously shares her personal journey.

She opens up about how life as one of Jehovah's Witnesses left her feeling deeply depressed, emotionally hollow, and struggling to find herself. She also witnessed firsthand the devastating way the organization handled CSA allegations and tragically lost a childhood friend as a result.

Now, Ashley has chosen to speak out in hopes of helping others who still feel silenced, unheard, or unable to share their own experiences.

]]>8fc713d7-2817-49df-8087-1a0a666a4718Fri, 15 May 2026 10:00:00 GMT<p>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Ashley as she courageously shares her personal journey.<br /><br />She opens up about how life as one of Jehovah's Witnesses left her feeling deeply depressed, emotionally hollow, and struggling to find herself. She also witnessed firsthand the devastating way the organization handled CSA allegations and tragically lost a childhood friend as a result.<br /><br />Now, Ashley has chosen to speak out in hopes of helping others who still feel silenced, unheard, or unable to share their own experiences.</p>no00:54:28125"Being a Jehovah’s Witness Left Me Hollow & Depressed" | Ashley's Story full<![CDATA["I Was Raised With One Path Ahead Of Me and It Never Felt Like My Own" | Desiree's Story]]>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Desiree as she shares her personal journey.

She shares what it was like feeling like she didn’t belong from a very young age, yet continuing to play a role to keep family and friends happy. After one Google search, everything changed. The beliefs she had always questioned came crashing down when she discovered information about Raymond Franz and his books.

She continued going through the motions until the birth of her second child, when she realized she didn’t want her children to grow up living a lie. She and her husband quietly faded.

Now, 11 years later, she is finally telling her story to help others see that those who leave are not bad people. They are simply people who allowed themselves to question what never felt right.

]]>e4c9337a-a7bd-41f8-a4c8-1f23f2fd1e75Mon, 27 Apr 2026 12:00:00 GMT<p>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Desiree as she shares her personal journey.<br /><br />She shares what it was like feeling like she didn’t belong from a very young age, yet continuing to play a role to keep family and friends happy. After one Google search, everything changed. The beliefs she had always questioned came crashing down when she discovered information about Raymond Franz and his books.<br /><br />She continued going through the motions until the birth of her second child, when she realized she didn’t want her children to grow up living a lie. She and her husband quietly faded.<br /><br />Now, 11 years later, she is finally telling her story to help others see that those who leave are not bad people. They are simply people who allowed themselves to question what never felt right.</p>no01:19:16124"I Was Raised With One Path Ahead Of Me and It Never Felt Like My Own" | Desiree's Storyfull<![CDATA["Ignoring My Intuition Kept Me Trapped" | Bobbie's Story]]>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Bobbie as she shares her deeply personal journey.

She discusses what it was like being a child during 1975, including the fear that was deeply engrained in her. To her experience with injustices within the congregation, from being reproved for her own SA to the mishandling of CSA. She discusses how ignoring her intuition kept her trapped in the organization for far too long.

This story highlights systemic issues and the importance of questioning and seeking truth.

]]>ee9a81da-f152-4796-98df-94cfef1bc687Tue, 21 Apr 2026 23:30:26 GMT<p>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Bobbie as she shares her deeply personal journey.<br /><br />She discusses what it was like being a child during 1975, including the fear that was deeply engrained in her. To her experience with injustices within the congregation, from being reproved for her own SA to the mishandling of CSA. She discusses how ignoring her intuition kept her trapped in the organization for far too long. <br /><br />This story highlights systemic issues and the importance of questioning and seeking truth.</p>no01:18:33123"Ignoring My Intuition Kept Me Trapped" | Bobbie's Storyfull<![CDATA["From Pioneer Need Greater to Disassociation" | Jasmin's Story]]>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Jasmin as she shares her deeply personal journey.

Born and raised as one of Jehovah’s Witnesses, Jasmin experienced the pain of losing her father to shunning after he left the organization and tried to gently challenge her beliefs. She devoted her life to the religion, pioneering and eventually serving as a need greater, which led her to Cambodia, leaving behind everything familiar, including her family in Australia.

While there, she began to notice shifts within the organization during COVID, sparking deeper questions and a more critical look at what she had always believed.

Jasmin opens up about her awakening, navigating a faith crisis, and ultimately finding freedom beyond Jehovah’s Witnesses.

]]>6595d790-cb4a-4e88-bf30-3fe0ffa4eadfMon, 13 Apr 2026 15:29:14 GMT<p>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Jasmin as she shares her deeply personal journey.<br /><br />Born and raised as one of Jehovah’s Witnesses, Jasmin experienced the pain of losing her father to shunning after he left the organization and tried to gently challenge her beliefs. She devoted her life to the religion, pioneering and eventually serving as a need greater, which led her to Cambodia, leaving behind everything familiar, including her family in Australia.<br /><br />While there, she began to notice shifts within the organization during COVID, sparking deeper questions and a more critical look at what she had always believed.<br /><br />Jasmin opens up about her awakening, navigating a faith crisis, and ultimately finding freedom beyond Jehovah’s Witnesses.</p>no01:35:53122"From Pioneer Need Greater to Disassociation" | Jasmin's Storyfull<![CDATA["From Cult to Cam Girl: I Didn’t Realize I Needed Healing" | Roxanne's Story]]>In this powerful episode, Roxanne ‪shares her raw and deeply personal story of growing up in a high-control religious environment and the lasting impact it had on her life.

Born into the Jehovah’s Witnesses, Roxanne opens up about childhood trauma, abuse she endured, and the pressure to suppress her identity from a young age. After leaving the organization, she found herself navigating a world she was never prepared for, turning to the adult entertainment industry, alcohol, tattoos and food as a way to cope and numb the pain.

She vulnerably shares how being raised to seek external validation shaped her choices, how shunning from her family affected her sense of self, and the difficult journey of recognizing and healing from deep-rooted trauma.
This is not just a story about leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses, it's about survival, self-discovery, and the long road to healing

]]>cb0aa351-1191-4c80-9e86-82ee3aa18790Wed, 08 Apr 2026 16:37:39 GMT<p>In this powerful episode, Roxanne <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.youtube.com/@theroxannemiller">‪</a>shares her raw and deeply personal story of growing up in a high-control religious environment and the lasting impact it had on her life.<br /><br />Born into the Jehovah’s Witnesses, Roxanne opens up about childhood trauma, abuse she endured, and the pressure to suppress her identity from a young age. After leaving the organization, she found herself navigating a world she was never prepared for, turning to the adult entertainment industry, alcohol, tattoos and food as a way to cope and numb the pain.<br /><br />She vulnerably shares how being raised to seek external validation shaped her choices, how shunning from her family affected her sense of self, and the difficult journey of recognizing and healing from deep-rooted trauma.<br />This is not just a story about leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses, it's about survival, self-discovery, and the long road to healing</p>no01:27:07121"From Cult to Cam Girl: I Didn’t Realize I Needed Healing" | Roxanne's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Have Suffered Lifelong Consequences After a Short Time as a Jehovah’s Witness" | Beata's Story]]>In this powerful episode, Beata shares her journey as a Jehovah’s Witness, from her upbringing in Poland to her eventual move to Australia. She opens up about her early spiritual experiences, deep commitment to the organization, and the doubts that slowly began to surface.

Beata reflects on both the positive and difficult aspects of life inside the Jehovah’s Witness community, including the challenges of relocating to a new country and integrating into a different congregation. Despite her resilience and strong spirit from childhood, she faced significant hardships, including lack of support, cultural isolation, and painful experiences within the organization.

Her story also explores her pursuit of independence, education, and survival through complex personal struggles, including a marriage of convenience, alcoholism, and declining mental health.

As she began to question the lack of love and compassion within the Jehovah’s Witness community, her disillusionment grew.

This episode highlights Beata’s strength in adversity, her journey to reclaim her voice, reconnect with family, and find healing outside of a high-control religion. Her story is a powerful reminder of the resilience it takes to walk away and rebuild.

]]>0c87304f-62f5-4f3b-aa7c-b4c62e78b42dSun, 29 Mar 2026 23:00:00 GMT<p>In this powerful episode, Beata shares her journey as a Jehovah’s Witness, from her upbringing in Poland to her eventual move to Australia. She opens up about her early spiritual experiences, deep commitment to the organization, and the doubts that slowly began to surface.</p><p>Beata reflects on both the positive and difficult aspects of life inside the Jehovah’s Witness community, including the challenges of relocating to a new country and integrating into a different congregation. Despite her resilience and strong spirit from childhood, she faced significant hardships, including lack of support, cultural isolation, and painful experiences within the organization.</p><p>Her story also explores her pursuit of independence, education, and survival through complex personal struggles, including a marriage of convenience, alcoholism, and declining mental health. </p><p>As she began to question the lack of love and compassion within the Jehovah’s Witness community, her disillusionment grew.</p><p>This episode highlights Beata’s strength in adversity, her journey to reclaim her voice, reconnect with family, and find healing outside of a high-control religion. Her story is a powerful reminder of the resilience it takes to walk away and rebuild.</p>no02:20:29120"I Have Suffered Lifelong Consequences After a Short Time as a Jehovah’s Witness" | Beata's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Was Indoctrinated Behind My Parents Back" | Carolina's Story]]>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Carolina as she shares her story of how she was indoctrinated from a baby without her own parents ever being Jehovah's Witnesses. Though she was never baptized she discusses the manipulation, control, and indoctrination she experienced from a young age, the long-term effects on her mental health, and the importance of setting boundaries. She wanted to share her story to warn parents about the dangers of allowing your children around Jehovah's Witnesses, even when you believe you have clear boundaries in place.

]]>2a763392-3a15-42d3-a0b4-45746b8a5927Mon, 23 Mar 2026 20:25:19 GMT<p>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Carolina as she shares her story of how she was indoctrinated from a baby without her own parents ever being Jehovah's Witnesses. Though she was never baptized she discusses the manipulation, control, and indoctrination she experienced from a young age, the long-term effects on her mental health, and the importance of setting boundaries. She wanted to share her story to warn parents about the dangers of allowing your children around Jehovah's Witnesses, even when you believe you have clear boundaries in place. </p>no01:11:48119"I Was Indoctrinated Behind My Parents Back" | Carolina's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Was Falsely Accused of Apostasy and Lost Everything" | Deanna's Story]]>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Deanna for ‪@CultToFreedom‬ she shares of how she lost everything but has since completely rebuilt her life.

Raised as a fifth-generation Jehovah’s Witness, Deanna was deeply involved in the organization from a young age. From helping build the Mexico Bethel facility, to being a need greater in Dominican Republic, she was heavily involved and fully believed. Everything changed when she was falsely labeled an apostate. She opens up about the devastating consequences that followed, including losing her reputation, her support system, and even custody of her children during a custody battle where religion became a major issue.

Despite remaining faithful at the time, she was treated as an enemy and pushed out of the very community she had dedicated her life to.

Deanna also shares how she eventually rebuilt her life after leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses. From losing everything in her late 30s to creating a completely new life, her story is one of resilience, healing, and rediscovering identity outside of a high-control religion.

Contact Deanna: healingsoulsnlp@gmail.com

]]>fc38fd45-74d2-48f2-bc97-b5d491ebea4fMon, 23 Mar 2026 20:24:31 GMT<p>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Deanna for <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.youtube.com/@CultToFreedom">‪@CultToFreedom‬</a> she shares of how she lost everything but has since completely rebuilt her life. <br /><br />Raised as a fifth-generation Jehovah’s Witness, Deanna was deeply involved in the organization from a young age. From helping build the Mexico Bethel facility, to being a need greater in Dominican Republic, she was heavily involved and fully believed. Everything changed when she was falsely labeled an apostate. She opens up about the devastating consequences that followed, including losing her reputation, her support system, and even custody of her children during a custody battle where religion became a major issue. <br /><br />Despite remaining faithful at the time, she was treated as an enemy and pushed out of the very community she had dedicated her life to.<br /><br />Deanna also shares how she eventually rebuilt her life after leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses. From losing everything in her late 30s to creating a completely new life, her story is one of resilience, healing, and rediscovering identity outside of a high-control religion.<br /><br />Contact Deanna: <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="mailto:healingsoulsnlp@gmail.com" target="_blank">healingsoulsnlp@gmail.com</a> </p>no01:16:57118"I Was Falsely Accused of Apostasy and Lost Everything" | Deanna's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Refused to Raise My Kids in This Cult" | Audrey's Story]]>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Audrey as she shares her powerful and deeply personal story about growing up as one of Jehovah’s Witnesses and the journey that eventually led her to question the organization she was raised to trust.

Audrey’s family was first introduced to the religion after a simple knock on the door from Jehovah’s Witnesses, a moment that would ultimately shape the course of her childhood and family life. In this conversation, she reflects on what it was like growing up inside a high-control religious environment, including the loss of birthdays and holidays, the expectations placed on young members, and the constant pressure to conform.

Audrey also shares the heartbreaking loss of her father as a result of the organization’s blood transfusion policy, a tragedy that profoundly impacted her life and became a pivotal moment in her journey. Facing that loss forced her to begin asking difficult questions about doctrine, authority, and the cost of unquestioned loyalty.

Through honesty and reflection, Audrey discusses the gradual process of questioning, researching, and ultimately finding the courage to think critically about the beliefs she once accepted without question.

Her story sheds light on the emotional and personal realities many experience when leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses, and it serves as an important reminder that questioning and seeking truth are powerful steps toward healing and freedom.

If you’ve ever struggled with faith, religious control, or rebuilding your life after leaving a high-control religion, Audrey’s story is one you won’t want to miss.

]]>f9f15196-697e-4777-bc1f-06851f9c5d73Mon, 23 Mar 2026 20:19:36 GMT<p>Today I had the privilege of sitting down with Audrey as she shares her powerful and deeply personal story about growing up as one of Jehovah’s Witnesses and the journey that eventually led her to question the organization she was raised to trust.<br /><br />Audrey’s family was first introduced to the religion after a simple knock on the door from Jehovah’s Witnesses, a moment that would ultimately shape the course of her childhood and family life. In this conversation, she reflects on what it was like growing up inside a high-control religious environment, including the loss of birthdays and holidays, the expectations placed on young members, and the constant pressure to conform.<br /><br />Audrey also shares the heartbreaking loss of her father as a result of the organization’s blood transfusion policy, a tragedy that profoundly impacted her life and became a pivotal moment in her journey. Facing that loss forced her to begin asking difficult questions about doctrine, authority, and the cost of unquestioned loyalty.<br /><br />Through honesty and reflection, Audrey discusses the gradual process of questioning, researching, and ultimately finding the courage to think critically about the beliefs she once accepted without question.<br /><br />Her story sheds light on the emotional and personal realities many experience when leaving Jehovah’s Witnesses, and it serves as an important reminder that questioning and seeking truth are powerful steps toward healing and freedom.<br /><br />If you’ve ever struggled with faith, religious control, or rebuilding your life after leaving a high-control religion, Audrey’s story is one you won’t want to miss.</p>no01:12:32117"I Refused to Raise My Kids in This Cult" | Audrey's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Found Jesus After Leaving the Jehovah’s Witnesses" | Ardys's Story]]>Today, I had the honor of sitting down with Ardys to share her powerful and deeply personal story.

Introduced to the organization at a young age, Ardys always had a sincere love for God. As a teenager, she faced an unplanned pregnancy that led to a marriage she wasn’t ready for, setting the stage for years of emotional and spiritual struggles.

For a long time, she found herself going in and out of the organization, wrestling with the need for family validation and the belief that her life was falling apart because she had stepped away. But everything changed when she discovered a genuine, personal relationship with Jesus, one that didn’t depend on performance, approval, or religious expectations.

Ardys’s journey is a powerful reminder that doubt doesn’t disqualify you. Healing is possible, faith can be rebuilt, and a real relationship with God can make you whole.

Keep an eye out for her upcoming ebook and podcast!
✨Ebook: After the Watchtower & Awakened to the Real Word of God: A Practical Guide for Ex–Jehovah’s Witnesses Rebuilding Faith, Identity, Healing, and Life in Christ
✨Podcast: Awakened and Anchored with ARDYS

]]>29891ee3-c3a1-4240-9778-e3eff3f7f71dMon, 23 Mar 2026 20:09:49 GMT<p>Today, I had the honor of sitting down with Ardys to share her powerful and deeply personal story.<br /><br />Introduced to the organization at a young age, Ardys always had a sincere love for God. As a teenager, she faced an unplanned pregnancy that led to a marriage she wasn’t ready for, setting the stage for years of emotional and spiritual struggles.<br /><br />For a long time, she found herself going in and out of the organization, wrestling with the need for family validation and the belief that her life was falling apart because she had stepped away. But everything changed when she discovered a genuine, personal relationship with Jesus, one that didn’t depend on performance, approval, or religious expectations.<br /><br />Ardys’s journey is a powerful reminder that doubt doesn’t disqualify you. Healing is possible, faith can be rebuilt, and a real relationship with God can make you whole.<br /><br />Keep an eye out for her upcoming ebook and podcast! <br />✨Ebook: After the Watchtower &amp; Awakened to the Real Word of God: A Practical Guide for Ex–Jehovah’s Witnesses Rebuilding Faith, Identity, Healing, and Life in Christ<br />✨Podcast: Awakened and Anchored with ARDYS</p>no01:15:59116"I Found Jesus After Leaving the Jehovah’s Witnesses" | Ardys's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Had to Shed My Victim Story" | Sherry’s Story]]>Today, I had the honor of sitting down with Sherry to hear her powerful story. From a traumatic childhood to joining the Jehovah’s Witnesses at just 14 years old. She endured unimaginable trauma and witnessed firsthand how abuse victims were handled within the organization.

But her story doesn’t end there.

After walking away, Sherry made the brave decision to stop living from a place of victimhood and start reclaiming her life. What followed has been a journey of healing, growth, and incredible accomplishments. Today, she lives with purpose, freedom, and genuine joy.

In this conversation, Sherry shares hope for anyone who has experienced trauma: your story is not over. What happened to you does not define you. Healing is possible and victory is still within reach.

Sherry’s website: http://www.sweetfreedomlife.com/

]]>248205dd-8b1e-42a0-851d-662fb2ea2719Mon, 23 Mar 2026 20:05:36 GMT<p>Today, I had the honor of sitting down with Sherry to hear her powerful story. From a traumatic childhood to joining the Jehovah’s Witnesses at just 14 years old. She endured unimaginable trauma and witnessed firsthand how abuse victims were handled within the organization.<br /><br />But her story doesn’t end there.<br /><br />After walking away, Sherry made the brave decision to stop living from a place of victimhood and start reclaiming her life. What followed has been a journey of healing, growth, and incredible accomplishments. Today, she lives with purpose, freedom, and genuine joy.<br /><br />In this conversation, Sherry shares hope for anyone who has experienced trauma: your story is not over. What happened to you does not define you. Healing is possible and victory is still within reach.<br /><br />Sherry’s website: <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="http://www.sweetfreedomlife.com/" target="_blank">http://www.sweetfreedomlife.com/</a></p>no01:19:46115"I Had to Shed My Victim Story" | Sherry’s Storyfull<![CDATA["The Elders Told Me I Asked Too Many Questions" | Eva’s Story]]>Today I spoke with Eva, who has been out for 22 years. She shared how her 16-year-old son’s disfellowshipping became the turning point that pushed her to seriously question everything. When an elder told her she was asking too many questions, she walked out of the Kingdom Hall and never returned.

She explained that her doubts began as early as 8 years old. As a teenager, she watched 1975 come and go, and often found herself on the fringes of the congregation, making choices that left her carrying a heavy sense of guilt.

Eva's story shows the pain that comes when you leave, when your entire family shuns you but she it also shows the beauty that comes with surrounding yourself with those who truly love you, unconditionally.

]]>09dec8bb-f0d3-498e-a09c-8f3a48cef30eMon, 23 Mar 2026 19:56:44 GMT<p>Today I spoke with Eva, who has been out for 22 years. She shared how her 16-year-old son’s disfellowshipping became the turning point that pushed her to seriously question everything. When an elder told her she was asking too many questions, she walked out of the Kingdom Hall and never returned.<br /><br />She explained that her doubts began as early as 8 years old. As a teenager, she watched 1975 come and go, and often found herself on the fringes of the congregation, making choices that left her carrying a heavy sense of guilt.<br /><br />Eva's story shows the pain that comes when you leave, when your entire family shuns you but she it also shows the beauty that comes with surrounding yourself with those who truly love you, unconditionally.</p>no01:12:23114"The Elders Told Me I Asked Too Many Questions" | Eva’s Storyfull<![CDATA["I Am Finally Living Life Out Loud" | Summer Catch Up]]>Today I sat down with Summer for a long overdue catch up. I first interviewed her last year, and in this conversation she opens up about where she is now on her healing journey, what’s helped her along the way, and how she’s learning to truly live life out loud.

Summer also talks about her recently released book, The Children of Mother Gaia, a cult horror novel inspired by her knowledge of growing up in a high control religion.
https://amzn.to/4r3CnH7

This was a relaxed, honest conversation meant to highlight that healing after leaving the Jehovah’s Witness organization isn’t linear. It takes time, intention, and a lot of self-work.

]]>260a6e25-6b11-4422-8101-07cdd14bed88Mon, 23 Mar 2026 19:53:06 GMT<p>Today I sat down with Summer for a long overdue catch up. I first interviewed her last year, and in this conversation she opens up about where she is now on her healing journey, what’s helped her along the way, and how she’s learning to truly live life out loud.<br /><br />Summer also talks about her recently released book, The Children of Mother Gaia, a cult horror novel inspired by her knowledge of growing up in a high control religion. <br /><a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://amzn.to/4r3CnH7" target="_blank">https://amzn.to/4r3CnH7</a><br /><br />This was a relaxed, honest conversation meant to highlight that healing after leaving the Jehovah’s Witness organization isn’t linear. It takes time, intention, and a lot of self-work.</p>no00:54:52113"I Am Finally Living Life Out Loud" | Summer Catch Upfull<![CDATA["I Spent Years Pretending While Planning My Escape" | Paulina’s Story]]>This week, I sat down with Paulina who spent years playing the role of the perfect Jehovah's Witness, all while try to plan her escape. Her story sheds light on not only how hard it truly is to leave, but on how outward appearances don't always show what the person is internally going through.

]]>5f73aa65-5a84-4f5c-b471-ef3fec1ee2b3Mon, 23 Mar 2026 19:47:41 GMT<p>This week, I sat down with Paulina who spent years playing the role of the perfect Jehovah's Witness, all while try to plan her escape. Her story sheds light on not only how hard it truly is to leave, but on how outward appearances don't always show what the person is internally going through. </p>no01:36:30112"I Spent Years Pretending While Planning My Escape" | Paulina’s Storyfull<![CDATA[Jehovah’s Witness Blood Doctrine Change LEAKED | Are They Admitting They Were Wrong?]]>New light was leaked early and as of Friday March 20 it was confirmed via a Governing Body update. This one got me fired up! I sincerely hope more people continue to open their eyes and wake up in the cult that is, Jehovah's Witnesses.

]]>47d7a618-0128-429d-bb44-0a00feca9d4fMon, 23 Mar 2026 19:39:50 GMT<p>New light was leaked early and as of Friday March 20 it was confirmed via a Governing Body update. This one got me fired up! I sincerely hope more people continue to open their eyes and wake up in the cult that is, Jehovah's Witnesses. <br /></p>no00:27:10111Jehovah’s Witness Blood Doctrine Change LEAKED | Are They Admitting They Were Wrong?full<![CDATA[Why You Should Say NO to the Jehovah’s Witness Memorial]]>Every year around this time, thousands of former Jehovah’s Witnesses receive the same message: “Are you coming to the Memorial this year?”

For many ex-JWs, that invitation isn’t just a simple question, it’s often filled with pressure, guilt, and emotional expectations from family still inside the organization.

On this episode, I talk about why saying “no” to the Jehovah’s Witness Memorial can be one of the most important boundaries you set after leaving.
Many people attend the Memorial just to keep the peace with family. But what message does that actually send? And why does attending often keep the cycle of pressure going year after year?

]]>a253e237-89ae-4727-b996-fefeae94bdb3Tue, 17 Mar 2026 15:00:16 GMT<p>Every year around this time, thousands of former Jehovah’s Witnesses receive the same message: “Are you coming to the Memorial this year?”<br /><br />For many ex-JWs, that invitation isn’t just a simple question, it’s often filled with pressure, guilt, and emotional expectations from family still inside the organization. <br /><br />On this episode, I talk about why saying “no” to the Jehovah’s Witness Memorial can be one of the most important boundaries you set after leaving.<br />Many people attend the Memorial just to keep the peace with family. But what message does that actually send? And why does attending often keep the cycle of pressure going year after year?</p>no00:16:50110Why You Should Say NO to the Jehovah’s Witness Memorialfull<![CDATA["I Was Forced to Live a Lie" | Sandra's Story]]>During this conversation, I sat down with Sandra to share her raw and honest journey. She wasn’t born into the religion, she joined in her twenties, after being raised Catholic. Over the next 20 years, she endured deeply painful and challenging experiences. Her story sheds light not only on the misogyny that is rampant within the organization, but also on how easily a woman can become trapped in an unhealthy marriage.

]]>735f7161-57b0-4d95-941d-4beddd21f3f1Sun, 15 Mar 2026 21:25:40 GMT<p>During this conversation, I sat down with Sandra to share her raw and honest journey. She wasn’t born into the religion, she joined in her twenties, after being raised Catholic. Over the next 20 years, she endured deeply painful and challenging experiences. Her story sheds light not only on the misogyny that is rampant within the organization, but also on how easily a woman can become trapped in an unhealthy marriage.<br /><br /></p>no01:20:3619"I Was Forced to Live a Lie" | Sandra's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Asked to Be Disfellowshipped" | Phey's Story]]>In this conversation Phey discusses life growing up Jehovah's Witness, how she had doubts creep in around 15 and what her life looked like after she asked to be disfellowshipped to finally break free. She talks a lot about deconstructing and rebuilding her life, and how others can do the same.

]]>5e4f5f77-9cdb-4b0c-9647-d9ed3225cfd3Sun, 15 Mar 2026 21:13:58 GMT<p>In this conversation Phey discusses life growing up Jehovah's Witness, how she had doubts creep in around 15 and what her life looked like after she asked to be disfellowshipped to finally break free. She talks a lot about deconstructing and rebuilding her life, and how others can do the same. </p>no01:02:0518"I Asked to Be Disfellowshipped" | Phey's Storyfull<![CDATA[Were We Basically in the Same Religion? Ex-JW & Ex-Mormon Compare Notes w/ Cults to Consciousness]]>Shelise from Cults to Consciousness and I sat down to talk about the parallels and similarities between Jehovah's Witnesses and Mormons(LDS).

]]>935a57c6-ff6a-49fa-88fe-b1c516b808e7Sun, 15 Mar 2026 21:07:52 GMT<p>Shelise from Cults to Consciousness and I sat down to talk about the parallels and similarities between Jehovah's Witnesses and Mormons(LDS).</p>no01:15:2217Were We Basically in the Same Religion? Ex-JW & Ex-Mormon Compare Notes w/ Cults to Consciousnessfull<![CDATA["My Life as a Jehovah's Witness Was Full of Pain" | Dominique's Story]]>This conversation talks about how vulnerable people can be taken advantage of, the pressure and isolation that often happens inside the community, and the doubts and expectations that shaped Dominique's life for years.

We also talk about the impact of trauma and depression, how assault was handled inappropriately, and what it’s like to go through loss with very little real support. We talk about how love and acceptance in the organization is conditional, what life looks like after leaving, and some advice for people who are questioning or thinking about getting out.

]]>4e30492d-e3f7-4422-85ae-ae60404f2271Sun, 15 Mar 2026 21:01:11 GMT<p>This conversation talks about how vulnerable people can be taken advantage of, the pressure and isolation that often happens inside the community, and the doubts and expectations that shaped Dominique's life for years.</p><p>We also talk about the impact of trauma and depression, how assault was handled inappropriately, and what it’s like to go through loss with very little real support. We talk about how love and acceptance in the organization is conditional, what life looks like after leaving, and some advice for people who are questioning or thinking about getting out.</p>no01:41:0416"My Life as a Jehovah's Witness Was Full of Pain" | Dominique's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Endured Abuse but Found My Voice!" | Brooke's Story]]>This conversation dives into Brooke's story; from childhood trauma, unhealthy family dynamics, and the impact of living as a Jehovah's Witness. It explores the experience of shame, rejection, and the consequences of teenage rebellion. We also discuss disfellowshipping, elders' abuse, control, and the silent suffering and stigma associated with seeking help or leaving an abusive relationship within the Jehovah's Witness community.

]]>9a6e767a-38e7-4966-b87f-f5c2111a963aSun, 15 Mar 2026 20:56:54 GMT<p>This conversation dives into Brooke's story; from childhood trauma, unhealthy family dynamics, and the impact of living as a Jehovah's Witness. It explores the experience of shame, rejection, and the consequences of teenage rebellion. We also discuss disfellowshipping, elders' abuse, control, and the silent suffering and stigma associated with seeking help or leaving an abusive relationship within the Jehovah's Witness community. </p>no01:10:2615"I Endured Abuse but Found My Voice!" | Brooke's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Was Baptized at 7! But FREE by 23!" | Sam's Story]]>The conversation delves into Sam's childhood experiences within the Jehovah's Witnesses and the impact of family dynamics on her mental health. It explores the pressure to conform, the struggle for acceptance, and the emotional toll of abusive relationships within the organization. The conversation delves into her surviving trauma within the Jehovah's Witness organization, reporting the assault, and facing reproach and isolation. It then explores Sam's journey of leaving the organization, healing, and speaking out to empower others who have faced similar challenges.

]]>a547bc9a-54ff-48a2-8080-332cf863abd9Sun, 08 Mar 2026 19:20:26 GMT<p>The conversation delves into Sam's childhood experiences within the Jehovah's Witnesses and the impact of family dynamics on her mental health. It explores the pressure to conform, the struggle for acceptance, and the emotional toll of abusive relationships within the organization. The conversation delves into her surviving trauma within the Jehovah's Witness organization, reporting the assault, and facing reproach and isolation. It then explores Sam's journey of leaving the organization, healing, and speaking out to empower others who have faced similar challenges.</p>no01:48:0014"I Was Baptized at 7! But FREE by 23!" | Sam's Storyfull<![CDATA["I Broke the Cycle: 3 Generations Saved from the Jehovah's Witnesses" | Patty's Story]]>The conversation delves into the impact of the 1975 Armageddon prediction on Patty's life, as well as the challenges of growing up as a Jehovah's Witness. It explores the struggles of childhood and adolescence, family dynamics, marriage, rebellion, and the process of fading and leaving the organization. Patty's journey reflects the disillusionment and doubts that arose from the organization's teachings and the impact of the 1975 prediction on her faith. The conversation delves into the devastating impact of shunning, the challenges of life after disfellowship, the reality of shunning, finding faith and healing, the impact on children and grandchildren, emotional hooks and healing, and life outside the organization. Patty also shares her journey of healing and recovery, offering advice and hope to those in similar situations.

]]>3dfcba1e-1e39-4cc3-8fc0-62ee2a08821aSun, 08 Mar 2026 19:08:24 GMT<p>The conversation delves into the impact of the 1975 Armageddon prediction on Patty's life, as well as the challenges of growing up as a Jehovah's Witness. It explores the struggles of childhood and adolescence, family dynamics, marriage, rebellion, and the process of fading and leaving the organization. Patty's journey reflects the disillusionment and doubts that arose from the organization's teachings and the impact of the 1975 prediction on her faith. The conversation delves into the devastating impact of shunning, the challenges of life after disfellowship, the reality of shunning, finding faith and healing, the impact on children and grandchildren, emotional hooks and healing, and life outside the organization. Patty also shares her journey of healing and recovery, offering advice and hope to those in similar situations.</p>no01:02:1513"I Broke the Cycle: 3 Generations Saved from the Jehovah's Witnesses" | Patty's Storyfull<![CDATA[ "I Was Too Independent for the Misogynistic Jehovah's Witness Culture" | Summer's Story]]>The conversation delves into the mental health impact of shunning and the challenges faced by Jehovah's Witness women. It explores the childhood and family dynamics, struggles as a teenage Jehovah's Witness, experiences of marriage, divorce, and disfellowshipping, the treatment by elders, the impact of misogyny, and the journey towards independence and leaving the organization. The conversation covers the experience of life inside the Jehovah's Witnesses organization, the process of awakening and leaving, the emotional impact of shunning, the journey of building a new life, and the importance of finding community and pursuing personal passions post-organization.

]]>049bb974-276c-4896-a767-6851393bf2cbSun, 08 Mar 2026 18:35:18 GMT<p>The conversation delves into the mental health impact of shunning and the challenges faced by Jehovah's Witness women. It explores the childhood and family dynamics, struggles as a teenage Jehovah's Witness, experiences of marriage, divorce, and disfellowshipping, the treatment by elders, the impact of misogyny, and the journey towards independence and leaving the organization. The conversation covers the experience of life inside the Jehovah's Witnesses organization, the process of awakening and leaving, the emotional impact of shunning, the journey of building a new life, and the importance of finding community and pursuing personal passions post-organization.</p>no01:00:2612 "I Was Too Independent for the Misogynistic Jehovah's Witness Culture" | Summer's Storyfull<![CDATA[Welcome to Alissa's Awake]]>Alissa’s Awake is a podcast centered on the powerful stories of former Jehovah’s Witnesses, especially women who are reclaiming their voices, independence, and personal identity after leaving the organization. Each episode explores the journey of waking up, stepping away from the religion, and navigating the complex path of healing and self discovery. Through honest conversations about topics often considered taboo, including religious trauma and life after a cult, the podcast creates a supportive space rooted in compassion, understanding, and empowerment.

]]>985d27ed-7341-41f4-8e0c-82b9ba4d0739Sat, 07 Mar 2026 22:25:33 GMT<p><b>Alissa’s Awake</b> is a podcast centered on the powerful stories of former Jehovah’s Witnesses, especially women who are reclaiming their voices, independence, and personal identity after leaving the organization. Each episode explores the journey of waking up, stepping away from the religion, and navigating the complex path of healing and self discovery. Through honest conversations about topics often considered taboo, including religious trauma and life after a cult, the podcast creates a supportive space rooted in compassion, understanding, and empowerment.</p>no00:03:071Welcome to Alissa's Awakefull