Takeaways

• Self-reflection and growth
• Seeking respect and recognition

Chapters

• 00:00 Reflection and Realization
• 06:26 Personal Development and Alignment

What is that you may ask?

Think of it as a chapbook, in audio form. One step down from an audiobook, one step up from an journal entry.

This project is about the death of a star.

And the birth of an orbit.

Here's to the journey!!

*there may be things here that can be triggering so tread lightly, but remember - Ain't No Victims, Ain't No Saints.

In this episode, D.Meatrie reflects on the transitions in life, grappling with feelings of uncertainty and the bittersweet nature of closing chapters. The conversation delves into personal growth, the complexities of identity, and the journey of healing. D.Meatrie shares insights on the importance of self-reflection, the impact of relationships, and the hope for the future amidst challenges.

My question is always - If I am me and I govern this body and these actions, then who else is supposed to know my place for me?

Just another day in the office really.

Welcome to the Dollhouse. 

*this episode may contain some difficult subject matter. Please enter at your own risk.*

And as I'm taking more and more things into context, we found ourselves at this rant, of sorts.

when I sit and reflect on where I've been, what I've learned, who I am and what I want next to look and feel like. 

The 10 of 2022

1. Grief Is An Ever Changing, Ongoing Beast.
2. Boundaries Are Real.
3. It’s Okay To Not Be Okay, The “Strong Black Woman” is An Adage That’s A Fallacy & Mental Health Is Real.
4. Don’t Worry About If They Come…..Build It!
5. Just Because An Experience Is Not Your Own, Doesn’t Mean It Doesn’t Exist.
6. If You See Something, Say Something
7. Past Traumas Will Re-Surface When You Least Expect It.
8. It Is Important To, Not Only, Learn Your Love Language But That Of Others.
9. Evolving With The Times Doesn’t Mean You Have To Sacrifice Your Authenticity
10. The Pursuit of Happiness Comes On The Cornerstone Of The Juxtaposition Of Peace.

I present the revamped version of a literary mixtape of days past. Its too relevant today while I gather my thoughts in reference to a newer project. Time to shed old skin and remember exactly who I am. 

*and correction, she means 4 decades.....

I have often wondered if the places I have landed in, at times, have been crafted specifically for my journey and my experience. I say this because I know 1000% that I would not be who I am and continue onward to who I am becoming if these things didn't occur. 

Art by the amazing GDBee

Art by the amazing @GDBee

Red fish.....blue fish.

Cover Art by Geneva B. 

All skins must go!

The finale to this literary mixtape.

TRIGGER WARNING: For a brief second, there will be some heavy things here so please consume at your level of comfortability.

Somewhat by choice and also cause life has just been far too busy and hectic.

Time to talk about all the projects, life as of late and what being o the otherside of growing looks like.

by design & by choice.

Sometimes we all need a break. This is mine.

It pays to not only be honest with others, but most importantly, yourself and your placement in the world. 

Takeaways

• "I have a lot of things to unpack, recap, and deconstruct."

• "There's been bits and pieces of it that I feel like have been great."

• "I made a conscious effort to go back to Louisiana to pack her up."

• "I'm trying to figure out if I'm past my expiration date."

• "I felt like my back was up against the wall for people who have trust issues."

• "I'm conflicted because I feel like I'm right on the cusp of who I'm supposed to fully evolve into."

• "I don't want to grow through fucking trauma anymore, yo."

• "I feel like I'm sitting on the edge of a cliff and I can jump into two different bodies of water."

• "I feel like professionally this could lead to something, but I don't know if I'm going to survive in the process."

• "Isn't this why you are here? Are you not entertained?"

That's what it always is. Something is always bigger.

Also, Congrats to Sheryl Lee Ralph & Halle Bailey for being fearless and dynamic. 

This trip took and gave so many things that I had to split it between two episodes. 

In this first one, we're going to talk about some of the lead up to the trip, all the gifts the FAA gave and rolling into the first service like a zombie. 

Gear up, this one is all storytime. 

As I'm driving around, I often think about things so here we go....

I have not been the best at choosing people to be in my life that actually look out for the quieter portions, but I'm starting to feel like that whole thing is meant to be interpreted and defined as life goes along. 

I have to find my way back...

to me. 

Cause that's who is about.....now. 

Sometimes by them, sometimes by you. 

But, one day, you have to wake up and choose....you. 

How are you coping?

Enjoy the mindscape.

But how do you force one to see what's been blocked out?

You tell me......

Of Date Trees & Sea Salt — The Starving Gypsy

There's layers....

and sometimes, peeling back those layers means that vulnerability is seen as a guard dog instead of a badge of protection as it often is. 

Now, we will talk briefly about the house, my takeaways from being in Charleston a brief amount of time and what it looked like to come home. 

And elaborating on some other portions. 

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Summary

In this episode, D.Meatrie shares a deeply personal journey of self-discovery and healing. She reflects on past experiences, particularly in the workplace, that have shaped this emotional landscape. Through the cathartic experience of attending a Beyoncé concert, she finds a moment of clarity and resolve to pursue freedom from self-blame and negativity. Emphasizing the importance of setting boundaries, recognizing self-worth, and the ongoing journey of personal growth, all while encouraging listeners to take care of their mental health and support one another.

Sound bites

"You should be free."

"It is okay to take up space."

"Check on your strong friends."

Chapters

00:00 Introduction and Personal Reflection

00:51 The Journey to the Concert

02:28 Emotional Release and Transformation

05:35 Navigating Work Challenges and Boundaries

08:38 Self-Neglect and Personal Struggles

11:05 Rediscovering Self-Worth and Growth

• Life experiences shape our perspectives and understanding.
• Cultural backgrounds influence how we navigate the world.
• Sharing adventures can foster connection and understanding.
• Anxiety can accompany new experiences, but preparation helps.
• Explaining one's viewpoint can be challenging in diverse spaces.
• Embracing one's identity is crucial for personal growth.
• The importance of storytelling in sharing experiences.
• Taking care of oneself is essential for well-being.
• Recognizing the sacrifices of ancestors adds depth to our journeys.
• Adventure is a vital part of self-discovery and connection.

#life experiences#cultural perspectives#personal growth #adventure#connection#storytelling#identity#travel#self-discovery#community

Art by Alena Kalchanka

And the catch up about how the sabbatical is going on the brighthand side is real.

• Navigating emotional landscapes is essential for personal growth.
• It's important to acknowledge and process negative emotions.
• Self-discovery often involves confronting uncomfortable truths.
• Living authentically requires letting go of societal expectations.
• Embracing change can lead to significant personal transformation.
• Resilience is built through facing and overcoming challenges.
• Taking care of oneself is crucial for overall well-being.
• Lessons from the past can guide future decisions.
• Living in the present moment enhances happiness.
• Self-acceptance is a key component of emotional health.

In this episode, we discusses significant personal changes, including a name change and a journey towards sobriety.

The concept of 'grifting' is explored as a metaphor for transformation and self-discovery, reflecting on how identity and culinary pursuits have evolved. The conversation emphasizes the importance of embracing one's true self and the excitement of personal growth.